Nehemiah Bernard Howard Obituary in Decatur at Donald Trimble Mortuary, Inc.

I told him to play in my pussy he said "what" all happy I was with stood & stand by him I tried & done

That's the one he said was nasty you know he pinned me down right after you left why you think we were fighting which he never did anymore he told me that's how he know my pussy good each of your pussies isn't equivalent to mine even after death damn boy be fuckin with me he said he can't help me honestly I see

So for the others that ain't ever try my blood test if mine to be then it's on me no one on me I mean it lol change safe shit did say can't take it with you why you think I said Christmas he already told me what to do for any each and all of you I am through

Never been pressed miss just naturally what I do 💅🏼

I told her & was ready to meet up and take you too but mom ain't shit she said inlied just like she said I lied about seeing him the night he took his life but he touched down with me like rite bout 2:30 something their cause she then turned around and call my phone at 5-6 am and telling me that she seem him in her dream asking me about education when I am still waiting on my call about his services you know that right. I said he asked me if I was ready so I will ask you if you were ready clearly not which incould habe shut lol your fans you say down you know that right lol Josiah the only one smiling because he got into the studio with me I know he begged me he would not listen I am good thank you it's hard but every single day I pray you know that's the reason Nehemiah loved me right I shared with him he looked at me and smile came over popped my ass & said to me I love me a woman that can pray whispered he needed me. I told you that boy was having girl problems shit Steph had to not shoot since your big stallion ass coming through door I was like damnnnn 😬😱 who do I call who to call don't pick up the phone let him go don't leave like that I am not having a fiancee I don't care I am here even when the world against you lol how & wow why

Let's talk about all your miss calls admit that his and I relationship burned & kill you. Lol you thought he had money bitch Nehemiah ain't have shit not even his own company nephew I'd stay my course lol she fucks to get her Grammy see now you know why he begged you to leave how many time have I dug him up & put him down again I do whatever he say just like I say I am dumb nigga gone come every single time my love but shit ion even have to say anything & he got breaking news mmm

I know the man I was laying with knew my fiance & am getting to know my husband. I was the one coming with a brief case full but you know before he left here he would call me and tell & say to me would & would not do he knows I don't care lol just like he see all of you too I can say a few are through I have still how love don't brag when your sad ass kills your child father he said you said he had a demon dick he told me to open my legs to give you a taste too I could not resist him lips so juicy I'd lick him ofd after I was done lol he was already dumb

& another and let this be my final I know about the baby girl which was his newborn missy just like I know he has a son he looks just like him 💋 and that goes for anybody clearly just a Bitch he said and that he loves me🫦 when I say I know & knew everything I mean everything lol you thought he was ha he told me what you wanted to do just like I know what he told you & I ain't ever tell him what to say to either one of you you bitches not my problem you all can be my baby mama though lol you should see him trying to take em out which you know I am the one that told him not to kill you haha he was going too 🫢🤭🥱

If a bitch could not get him back his life then you where not shit to him and that's in blood. I told you the truth but you steady I am starting to think you are smarter simce you diagnose yourself as stupid slow or retared was it Toni 🤔 you know his father is with his true love and I am just saying I been trying to gice smd you jitches tryinf to take lol today is another day for what did the God say

And you and anyone else can say what the fuck you want about Mississippi but Mississippi is the only fucking state that will come get you I hope you all know that Air Force mother too you all are fucking through to think I was going to let you slide hell baby ain't tell you lol Stephanie I got stories about you too what your brother said you do. Why you think I called you you had a offer but you blew it hell you all trying to come alout and be this a d be that but shit when opportunity at your door you mother fuckers go ghost all of you including Dominique lol haha shit Nehemiah the only one his baby brother was enjoying the time he knew I wemt to school for music shit he the only one that do he beem nefore Nehemiah did what he do which I do believe thats why card change. So to be true Toni lol je said for her not to come to his services and you all let her he seen me with the money in my hand shit hell we was gone do 3 services and a funeral but you all fucked his opportunity up to feed his children when them police caught Nehemiah he ain't have no drugs on him but yet they beat him while he was already detained in cuffs did you all know that you might want to go to Fulton county you see that's where he and I would be,😈

Attention seeker see I just went to school to go to school but the teacher gave me the letters of recommendation, grading certificates, pinned me you know lol 😀 bitch you was in your mama house at 10 lol you and the rest of all them hello girl KMSL blink blink .

You have lived at several different properties I have several different properties bitch lol I keep telling you we are not the same hell I ain't ever sold on I have bought yet bitch meanwhile you sold several which means you have money problems lol damn bitch how you take care of someone else's but can't help yourself lol you are broke bitch jahahahahahaha stupid ass hell Nehemiah talking and laughing at your old stupid ass 😭

You stated my information lol of course I am proud of myself just like Nehemiah was his siblings are his mother is as well as all of his nieces and nephews which I meet their and oh baby girl I got to see her 2🥰 so bitch you ain't special lol Nehemiah and i was together forever & he never once cheated on me In our relationship he decided that we stay together to make it convenient for he to make all our appointments she you right about something how much he loves his children that is but miss ma'am see I could shut shit down whenever I wanted lol he knows I didn't play giving my body to any and everyone so he would clean up for me to slide through lol everytime I wanted of course he is the father of my child which why you think he isn't here baby girl if you stop coming for me maybe give the other girls some room to speak al& talk lol because trust me you all know about me. Oh my family Is very proud I am not a wild child like you 🤭. Also Nehemiah wine dine treat and showed me how much he was proud we got baby 🥰. Why do you want me to be like you so bad and oh lol you from Georgia girl where they bootleg the system to get what they want you are a damn business administration so of course I am sure you can please yourself a paystub bitch we can let america decide lol you are mine. Stalking state well great because you are the entire freaking stalker you know what you think cia would do to you shit let the people see everything amd have them decide who is wrong its you they see you coming for me hell they watching everything in case you aint no I been rich my entire life hell you feeling some type of way because you thought I was gone let your old older ass dog walk me bitch you thought I ain't had shit bit he lol Nehemiah know accounts and has seen me where I live stay and how I get and make money shit lol are you mad because I don't need you haha seriously Marjorie why not you accept the fact that even after death we are both in love with him p.s. I mean he is my dead baby daddy you know so even if you want me as his fiance to exclude lol you don't have proper causes bitch I run this you the one keep trying so hard just like you and everyone else in America lol do your research your VP and President knows about Nehemiah and I relationship personally I know they have his last will and messages and things lol it's me they talk about on who is Nehemiah lover not you so go boo hoo hoo your little eyes and heart out for goodness sake 😀. But I am his fiance he didmt want me to walk away you know he knew it was over with once I had our baby why you think he did what he do you know you aremt talking got people thinking Nehemiah was crazy lol and since we are virtual let's just say who knows how many are actually saying you the crazy one bitch okay Ms quite as a mice hell you accept me and Nehemiahs relationship hell I been accepted everything it was and is to accept about it and him I am just saying you know besides I am Air Force lol I leave you where I meet you talking about stalking then Why tf they aint arrest you haha no matter what you came for me I aint come for you I ain't for you running over me though bitch respect is given rather earn lol you are a low life compared to me and oh I juwt tell your ass how different we are lol shit eats you without you even knowing me okay Mr. Kennedy widow wife you be safe Nehemiah true love it is you say lol America will see

Qualishia you're full of bullshit you are deranged, psycho and lunatic. You get on his condolences page talking about you were Nehemiah fiancé and you all conceived a child together and you wanted me to respect you, 😂. Bitch apparently Nehemiah didn't give your fucking ass no respect he cheated on you with others women he met on instagram and everywhere else. Qualishia you even said it in one of your old comments, you called him a whore you said he fucked lots of women. Don't get mad at me Nehemiah played your fucking ass , you're in denial. It's alright in your eyes if he fucked others women and you accepted it but when it comes to me it's a problem LOL girl your mind is fucked up. Go ahead and grieve don't say it's me because you don't grieve in peace it's your fault because you're worrying about my relationship with Nehemiah. Qualishia you can't accept the facts that he was in relationship and failed in love with a mutual beautiful sexy seasoned woman up until he passed away. Nehemiah didn't have a problem with my age he knew it was a big age gap between us he said we both of grown and single why not get involved and build a relationship which we did to the end of his life and I still love him after death. First of all let me correct you little immature girl I am grown ass woman I don't need no validation from you period. I know my worth I been had shit before your little ass was born bitch you don't have nothing that I have been had for years little girl and still got it, don't get this shit twisted bitch. Qualishia you always bragging about your degrees to me as if I give a fuck of your accomplishments.apparently you are lack of confidence and the fear of being rejected in life, you wants to make it seems like, you have sense of power and self importance no one in your life apparently not recognizing your accomplishments because you're constantly mentioning this about yourself, you're attention seeker. This let me know you don't have a man in your life and you're definitely not in a relationship with a man. Apparently you're being ignorant by men you're very mentally unstable and it shows when you're being approached by men. Qualishia you have too much time on your hands you get on here being very mischievous, messy, bitter and argumentative with me over Nehemiah him and me was in relationship after your relationship with him, you're just pathetic. Qualishia you said Nehemiah said your (P) was so good it must not been that good because he still came back to me girl and kept putting it on me up until he passed away. Qualishia you said you be in my town so what who cares this is free Country you said see me soon or sooner than I know. I tell you what you come on my property if you want to I guaranteed you want be expediting your little young foolish ass off it bitch no trespassing here. I quest you're going to be stalking me you lunatic bitch you know it a stalking law in Georgia. Qualishia furthermore you think I am stupid I am going to reveal my net worth to you 😂 😂 😂 and how I am living. I know you are insane just know this bitch you are not paying shit here get your facts straight when you're trying to analyze me with your want to be rich broke bragging ass. when people got shit they don't have to brag like you it shows in their lifestyle bitch. LOL "DEUCES"

Like you said you were seasonal lol at least you know I was his fiance bitch what the fuck you think it's supposed to be of you want me to have you on m mind 24/7 lol clearly it's every time I lost here you come like damn you wasn't around with me but I was around with all of you so what the fuck don't you understand about that basically you said he's been gone for 4 years I told you he and I conceived a child together bitch and asked for you to respect that and allow for me to grieve in peace but you choose this route lol so what your putting my hometown on the map as if be building my entire house fromnthe ground up wasn't enough you ain't doing shit check in bitch I bet they tell you I am straight since I was 10 bitch you aint fuckin with me little girl even if your entire head was in the game lol quite you lunatic deranged bitch. You strated this girl I am not Nehemiahs family members you may think you run them but this all of it is mine you keep messing with the dead my child is in heaven now let them rest my fiance has been through enough all the while he was here you are just mad that you found out you were not Nehemiahs only one lol difference in me and you I had him to myself and you shared him with me lol that's how you know my young ass was running things you are a bum dusty bitch next to me little girl you ain't got no paperwork to file old dirty whore Marjorie having some others man last name kennedy.54 from Decatur Ga girl I will come to your town and show you how I run things and get down lol don't forget I am a highschool surgeon Air Force Pediatrics Occupational Therapist biology music degree majored too bitch like I said he never found and I ain't seen a bitch that's been better than me yet bookie lol even on my worst day lol I could be your mother you would have turned out completely totally different child listen her mslady I am not the fuckin one two or three damn Nehemiah told me my pussy was good but dang that good to make you go crazy lol I had to taste really good in your mouth 😂 girl you ain't shit compared to me your a secretary right lol so you tell me how much I'm worth bitch. Ion need you though because my accountant a d broker knows your mad because Nehemiah kept calling for me your made because even after he fucked you he still wanted to marry me your mad because you want to shine and stunt in his condolences page all to yourself till you need mental health oh & I am a medical school graduate bitch It's Dr. To you lol you will see soon sooner than you'd want to know my sweetheart I will kt tolerate no childs disrespect. Ain't you fuckin someone else now like be serious at the end of the day you let Nehemiah play in your pussy and that's all it was I was his fiance soon to be wife and the mother of his child clearly. Nehemiah ain't tell you that lol he told everyone and everybody else but you 💋 and let's not forget my business clearly my first paycheck was more than your entire retirement girl you need to go find you a job I'm sure your k mart salary isn't working for you all the shit you talk girl you don't have enough money for me to even entertain you you want me to you are just mad that I come back with straight facts bitch you ain't got shit I want and or need broke bitch I make more money than you and look serval times better on my worst day lol little miss foxy can't hang

Qualishia you're one mental disturbed person you making all these terroristic threats towards me I am going to report you to the law enforcement. Qualishia you are one bitter insane deranged lunatic woman. I know you love me I am on your mind 24/7 you invested in me you been degrading me for going on four years every since Nehemiah passed away you just can't accept the fact that Nehemiah failed in love with a season woman. Qualishia Quanta Youngblood of Tylertown Mississippi seek professional help.

God prayed for you to move on in peace but you choose this life lol girl I am your mother I told your ass to stay in a child's place my darling you know nothing about the streets y'all tell her hey before she goes away🖤

You want live bitch I swear To many times you have said my name Lil baby better let her know about me and if you want to know the reason why it's because your overweight old winkle pissy stinky pussy ass widowed ass wouldn't get the fuck on lol I run America bitch not you I am gone show you better than I can tell you I will be seeing you Soon 💋🤭🥀

Qualishia Quanta you are extremely annoying leave me the fuck alone I don't owe you shit you have a mental illness go get help.

It's ashamed I can't even write on Nehemiah Condolences page without being attacked by Qualishia by making false accusation "it was your money Nehemiah spent on me." Apparently you are delusional Nehemiah did work and made his own money. If you gave Nehemiah money he didn't spend it on me, you even said in one of your old comments that when Nehemiah borrow money from you he paid it back. Stop beefing with me concerning Nehemiah he been gone now going on 4 years spend your energy living your life and leave me the fuck along. I have just as much as right as you to write on his page without being bullied by you. I pray 🙏🏾 that you overcome all your animosity towards me.

Nehemiah was a whore he fucked more women than the dollars he had like you said it was my money spent on you. Which I will be sure to get ever last single one of my coins back bitch I promise you that.

I see now I might be young and not so foxy but I can't keep the man's off me Marjorie lol. Apparently you are hurt because Nehemiah might a had you but you and none others can not ever be me. It's levels to this shit bitch

Nehemiah my love it been a while since I wrote on your condolences page. I miss you so much each and everyday you are always on my mind bae. I wish you were here with me for I can just love ❤️ you for my whole life and just be with you. All I have are memories of us together that will last my life time. Nehemiah you told me I was special that you would care and love me I should not think one time that this young man can't handle a special woman like you. Cause I hold special place in your heart. Nehemiah you were so romantic and affectionate when we were together you treated me with respect and value me as a person. Even though there was a big age gap between us you told me age was nothing but a number and we both are grown I love you Marjorie. Nehemiah you had great qualities sense of humor, intelligence , passion, charismatic, generosity, attractive and definitely fitness body. That's why I failed deeply in love with you. We both had great chemistry towards each other our energy just connected. I will love you to infinity my lover/partner/friend R.I. P. Nehemiah my love. Signed MK ❤️ 💔 😭 😭 😇 I will never forget you

Born 93' homeowner in 03' a surgeon before I ever got my highschool diploma. I am a graduated medical student with my own business . I am pretty sure I am well qualified to storage and file my own paperwork. Unlike most I have not ever asked for a handout. Yes it is true I am a music graduate. Nehemiah is not lying Toni I have a PhD in music. Signed Qualishia Quanta forever nehemiahs lover. Such a shame that I know him more than his own family.

February 14th, 2020! You served me breakfast in bed followed by a kiss on my lips. We talked, sung & danced *I miss you so much. We then showered together and got our day started. We both in the bathroom getting dressed and ready to go out. You told me how great of a mother I am as well as told and showed me how smart and beautiful I am. You had everything set and planned for our day. From the breakfast, quality time, flowers, even our formal attire for the pictures we took. You said to me bae I love you and this is only the beginning of our romantic love life. You got exotic weed to smoke saying 😂 and we went out to a very nice 5 star restaurant around the way. We went out and enjoyed ourselves and you couldn't keep hands off me so we had sex after dinner in the restaurant. Ooowee. You fucked me that night. We went out into the town and walked Piedmont Park, you said bae they like you. We were getting compliments of how beautiful we looked and where together. We then went to have ice cream we love our ice cream you liked your Carmel. You said bae I got something that will top this entire day I said what you told me me. I smile cried and laugh. I gave you a kiss and you whispered to me round 4. You made love to me and promises to me. Thank You for having/making me your lifelong Valentine despite,what anyone says I am that girl. New years, birthday Valentine's, Christmas, Thanksgiving, Halloween, etc. it's me. It's definitely why your bitches stay mad 😂😂😂 do not for one second feel like you got one up over me. I have active addresses and locations too this day.

Stephanie, You fake bitch. You invite her to your sisterhood event but, after you spent 15k less than 2 days of burying your brother for Life. MK on social media laughing and talking with Roger Kennedy people. Really Stephanie. How dare you allow someone to come into your family home and have them take advantage of your family. Bitch got you looking like a laughing stalk 😂. Be for real. It's legit and I am too. She asking your mom about Nehemiah and I relationship. He proposed to me and you know thàt what was up. On my fiancee condolence page want let whatever be and she still to this day apparently fucking both of y'all meanwhile Roger nor Nehemiah knew each other. Really 15k ain't shit, I get that times 7. Foreal, I am proud of my resume and all that I have accomplished. If he losses me that's on......

Nehemiah, 💔💔💔💔💔💔 I MISS TF OUTTA YOU !!! I Jus Can't Bare Sitting Ina Graveyard Talking To You When You Should Be Wit Me In Person. Laughing, Smiling, Giving Me Advice. 🥺🥺 I Jus Keep Running Away From Reality That Your Not Here Wit Me . I Literally Need You Physically But I Got You Spiritually Instead . My Head Jus All Types Of Messed Up. Emotions Overwhelmed. I Need You! -Signed YOUR Fiancee 💋

To Nehemiah my lover and friend, It hurts me you know how ive been treated since you've left. From the miscommunication, to treating me with no respect, to even sending death treats let alone slander my name, my character, my beliefs, and religion. I have to set the record straight. I have never in my life been homeless, so therefore the widow needs to stop speaking on what she doesn't know. I graduated high school going to college where I majored in occupational therapy, I never had to work while in school. Therefore my income has always been 70k plus. After completing OT school I then went back to college where I began to major in biology. That means my income bracket changed going putting me at making 6 figures a year. My parents I have always had in my life of them taking care of me and raising to be the best I can be. I don't care who you are you're definitely going to RESPECT ME. I tried to run from the medical field so I began to work at a Walmart around my way giving me time to see what I want to do and if medical school is for sure to be my calling. That job brought in like 5k more than my high school degree. Medical school is definitely not a walk in the park but it is something I love and I get to feel at home when I'm working with patients. Since my birth I've been involved with music which is where my passion for love come into place. I went back to school and enrolled into Music because now music is my dream but I also wanted me having something about music on page for my resume. So I went to school for music and loved it. To I decided to go ahead and get my Ph.D in Music. I do mainly travel most my time with work because that's my way of being able to see the world etc. To whomever may see, I am far from stupid, ignorant, slow, or dumb. Since the lost of my fiancee I've had to grow some balls😂. I'm so proud of myself to be able to smile or even laugh. No one knows what I go through alone behind close doors or where I have been. You is to not insult me because of the way Nehemiah wanted to live his lifestyle trust me, I hurt enough from conversations Nehemiah and I had. The entire lifestyle was just completely different from the way I am raised. I loved and cared for Nehemiah. Although, I am younger than Nehemiah was. Nehemiah and I had something special he'd tell me daily how in love he was with me. I never was with Nehemiah to make or have him wine or dine me. Nehemiah, Asked for my hand in marriage in 2019, I had just finished medical school getting ready to start my clinical training. Once again widow I've never had to be a RN, Respect Me. My lifestyle is my lifestyle and I don't feel like it's fair for someone to want and bring the next down to uplift they self, apparently if that's how you feel she should've definitely taking personal time to herself and got that right with God. Don't let my lifestyle fool you baby my entire family has traveled the world as well as united states. I've only seen this woman one time while Nehemiah and I was on facetime call together. She never acknowledged me just like I never acknowledged her but Nehemiah told me things about her that I want get into. But I have nothing to hide, I am an open book. I do not hide my life or pretend. I love and care for Nehemiah just as much as you have. I refuse for someone who's not professional in the area tell me how to live my life. Slandering me talking about me being married let alone having a child is just ludicrous. I am very angry at how things have turned out, It's okay for others to speak on him but it's a problem when I. Nehemiah and I talked daily till his last day. We talked and he made sure he let me know who he want what he want and that I was his fiance. I was seeing him change on me. I'm in a hard spot but I know this is not my story. I'm not going anywhere I am here just like you're here, I am too grown for playing games. If half of you was to act the age that's shown on paper then the entire situation would be better. Picking on me let me know you never cared about Nehemiah. I know the man I lived with as well as scared a bed with. Nehemiah has never used me. I wish he would have just listened to me. No body is your friend and family isn't the best. I am doing therapy in regards to this, I pray and go to church. I read my Bible. To my lover , friend, fiancee, my future husband, my soulmate, my man until I see you again . Signed with love Your Fiance and Mrs. Dr. Howard as he'd say 🤗 i am Qualishia Quanta. P.S. I am also the CEO and founder of my own company Madam Quanta. I have to stand 10 toes down when it comes to me, myself and my reputation. Seeing another man or being with another man has never come cross my mind. Who are you to tell me that I am wasting my time and ruining my life BECAUSE I take being his future wife as well as being his Fiancee serious. Because despite whatever he's already proposed to me and mom sister brother whoever shouldn't be speaking on or about me to anyone else about me and Nehemiah's life, I am not Nehemiah therefore I always keep it a buck.

Closer it get the more overwhelming/ overbearing it become I'm so tired. This isn't okay. It's becoming very difficult to breathe

I miss you Nehemiah and you already knew me way before grave, I refuse to allow anyone to play me like I'm a weak individual, I'll be seeing you and I swear I pray you keep that same energy. I'm not going to allow for ANYBODY to play or insult me. Nehemiah I have our pictures blowed up over my bed of us, I carry you daily with the necklace I got made from unlimited jewelry, I got our last photo as a case for my phone. I have your name tattooed on me, I still have your clothes that I never wash since you've worn it but I sleep with it every night. I have our video recording on a disc and watch it when I think of you when I feel you when I hear you when I smell you. Although I'm very grateful to have all these things in memory of what we had but I'll give it all away just to have you back here. I wish you was still here to see Nina start kindergarten, I wish you was definitely here to see your grandchild, I wish you was here with our family. Despite whatever Nehemiah We created life together we wasn't just having a once in a lifetime experience We created a very beautiful life together and I will always be thankful to have and to hold God's most precious gift. I miss you and will forever love you. I'm not worried or bothered by anyone. I promise we'll keep coming to your grave to visit you. Despite whatever we're going to keep making memories. Forever, Your Fiancee

My beloved lover/partner Nehemiah I miss you sooo much it getting closer to your Three years Heaven Anniversary which is next month August 30 this day I will never forget my love. I wish you were here with me for you can tell me how much you love me and appreciate me for being in your life. We shared some awesome and amazing times together only you can make me happy. I am still sad and hurting over you passing away I think of you every day. I will never find a lover like you Nehemiah I have our picture of us on my nightstand in my bedroom I kiss you good night every night my love I even had a blanket printed with our pictures on it which I lay across my bed. I love you to infinity my love. R.I.P. Nehemiah my love until we meet again in God Kingdom in Heaven. Your Lover MK

The day you left me a part of my life changed, it's so unreal to me to know that I have to deal with the lost of you till my last breath. My panic attacks are getting worse, my medication is becoming stronger and I cry. I catch myself sometimes fighting myself on what's really the truth. I'm in disbelief to know that we spoke talked and did things in our everyday like to become Married and now it's just me. I hate this. I wish I wasn't ever in this situation. Keep visiting me, until I see you again. You're always on my mind. It's never easy. I miss you Nehemiah 💔

To my lover Nehemiah, I will always love you. You are my everything. I miss you daily and can't get you off my mind. You would always say to me "Bae we FOREVER". You promised me that no matter what it was you and I against the world. You was a very affectionate,loving person and you would light the entire room with your smile. I miss laying in your chest and you grabbing and hold me really tight and kiss on my body. We shared some great awesome moments together before you left me. I wish you would've talked to me, We were in love and you tell me that everyday till your last breath. I know about the conversations you had with others in regards to me. They definitely made sure I knew how you really truly honestly felt. We spoke on the phone right before you and I want ever forget what you said to me. I promise I will forever hold and cherish your last I love you too me to my death. I love you Nehemiah, forever and a lifetime my love till we see each other again. -Your FIANCEE

Nehemiah you were my everything I miss you and wish you were here with me. Life have not been the same for me since you passed away. I think of you everyday my infinity love only you can make me happy. R.I.P. my lover/partner signed MK

Nawl, his spirit can not rest because he's in hell burning alive for killing his self. LOL what you mean you can't do anything about it your literally on this boys condolence page making irrelevant comments and post Marjorie. Go seek yourself some professional help. Think I'm crazy or insane then you definitely not of God. It says that in the bible it's a sin to kill yourself and your asking me to go do demonic things to myself. Bitch you DIE. GIRL BYE WITH YOUR IGNORANT RESTARTED ASS. BITCH, 85TH SOUTH SIDE CHICAGO DO YOUR RESEARCH. You damn sure not gone come here and have all my hard work to go in vain and besides you making treats too bitch if anything you should've been went to the police and not respond back to any fucking thing I wrote on this condolence page. They can't help you when you trying to send treats back the fuck you gone get the police for of you ain't gone let them do they fucking job BITCH! I ain't ever scared I wish a officer pull up on my property that's they ass walking off in a fucking body bag bitch don't play with me that Draco gone handle whatever needs to be handled.

Qualishia all your personal information is on social media how do you think I got it, oh you said that you was not from Mississippi that you was born and raised in Chicago apparently this not you then in Mississippi. Qualishia you're still making Terroristic Threats towards me. I fear for my safety cyber bullying is a crime I hope you know that. Making threats to someone on social media is a Federal Crime. I will be notifying Law Enforcement and take copies of all the posts with your threats on them to me for I can take legal action concerning all these threats. All these lies you're telling concerning my husband family reaching out to you are nothing but lies they don't know your ass exist. I have nothing to do with Nehemiah spirit hunting you, his spirit is hunting you probably because his spirit is dissatisfied with you beefing on his Condolence page with all this nonsense bullshit and his spirit can't Rest In Peace because you're DEMON that being very irrational on his condolence page. When I met Nehemiah he told me he had no girlfriend and he was not in no relationship therefore I didn't come in between no relationship with him and anyone else bitch. Qualishia you're calling me ugly shit you're double ugly and also you're too old also for this insane bullshit. Bitch there you go again making terroristic threats. Bitch you have disrespected me just as well. I tell you what "LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE WITH YOUR IRRITATED SELF ". This is my last time responding to your shenanigans bullshit. I will continue to type on my beloved sweetheart Condolence Page about Nehemiah and I only. Signed MK

See MK you going to far with releasing my personal information you BITCH. I take people like you off the earth for BS like that. You have no respect for yourself, NEHEMIAH, his children or family. Bitch you might've been the last person he brought around his family but he'll he brought me around them too, I even was around longer than you'll ever be despite whatever. The way you dress, bitch I was rocking Louis Vuitton in my teen years tf you talking about. Apparently you're the reason his spirit around me like it be, Nehemiah and I literally still having conversations till this day. I don't give a fuck what you say Nehemiah wasn't your husband or fiancee bitch, he proposed to me. The same thing Nehemiah did and shared with you he definitely talked to me about his entire life as well. Get facts right, I've never searched no internet in regards to you. Like I said I've had your fucking ex husband or whatever the fuck family reach out to me. All I've said to you just like I've said to his mother, get and keep NEHEMIAH'S spirit away from me. It's not anything he can do to fix what he's broken and it's very unattractive the way he confesses. MK, you acting all hard on the internet but I am telling you two mountains want ever meet but two people ALWAYS WILL ! BITCH, I'LL GET RID OF YOUR ASS JUST SO YOU CAN KNOW NEHEMIAH AIN'T EVER WANTED YOUR ASS. DESPITE WHATEVER OF HE WAS YOUR MAN YOUR SUPPOSE TO ACCEPT HIS PASS, LIKE WHO THE FUCK IS YOU TO COME INTO WHAT HE AND I WAS HAVING GOING ON. YOU ARE UGLY! TOO OLD FOR THIS BULLSHIT AND I PRAY DAILY TO SEE YOU AT HIS GRAVESITE. BITCH MY GLOCK STAY IN ARM REACH AND MY DRACO NEVER TOO FAR. YOU WILL NOT PLAY WOTH ME mK and call yourself to disrespect me bitch. BETTER GO TAKE THAT SHIT OUT SOMEWHERE ELSE. THE BOY IS DEAD AND GONE LIKE YOU TELLING ME TO MOVE ON AND LET GO BUT YOU DEFINITELY NEED TO TAKE YOUR OWN ADVICE. BITCH! IGNORANT ASS

Qualishia Quanta Youngblood I have never seen you in person. I pull up your profile up on Facebook it stated business Madam Quanta school Tyler town High School from Tylertown Mississippi. There's pictures of you and your son on one of your page the page there pictures when you were pregnant your are 29 or 30 years old. That's how I know how you look like from social media. How do you know how I look if you never been on my page you said I was older and fat ? Let it make sense lady. Nehemiah told me about all the things he used to do when he was younger and when he got out jail and about why he went to New York he was an open book with me about his life. I literally don't care what type of sexual acts you preformed on Nehemiah bitch. If Nehemiah spirit is hunting your bitch ass apparently you're worrying the hell out his spirit. Who you keep calling broke girl first of all I am a grown woman you don't know my net worth and I don't know yours I know you working in the medical field you damn show ain't no Doctor, I don't know what job title you hold in the medical fields maybe you went to school to be Registered nurse RN they make a decent salary since Covid hit they probably make about $80.00 hour you are probably a travel nurse going to different States with in the United States. If you're nurse that's great for who care if you have $3000.00 Dollars mattresses you sleeping on shit I got $2000.00 Mattresses I am sleeping on what the big deal about some damn mattresses these days people can buy whatever they want to everybody not broke bitch. I own lots are materialistic shit I don't have go around Bragging about what I got my lifestyle and the way I dress speak for itself. Don't call me broke bitch I am retired and can go on trips and do what I want to do. listen I don't give a damn where you are active at in the United States bitch we will probably never cross paths in life it ok with me if we don't I am never never go anywhere with out my boyfriend his name is Mr. Smith Wesson. How can you fix your stupid mouth to say something like that I killed Nehemiah I know you have lost your crazy ass mind bitch. I don't have no reason to kill myself why don't you go ahead kill your insane ass. What do you mean my ex husband family reached out to you? I have never been divorced my husband died I am single now. I know you are lying because they don't know shit about your ass they have no reason to contact you if they never heard of you bitch. Apparently you must google my name trying to do some research on me. I can tell you myself they don't have no damn control of me I do what and when I want to you want to tell them I was dating Nehemiah guess what bitch they already know I told them he was fine young Tinderoni they can't tell me when and how early I supposed date another after my husband had passed I am my own boss you are real crazy. Qualishia I had been done with you lady. But you kept attacking me therefore I attacked back bitch let me tell you something you definitely ain't got shit I want or need either. Qualishia you have talked lots of bullshit to me just as well bitch like they say if you can't take it get your ass out the kitchen. Qualishia who going to be running to Nehemiah mother for help you got me fucked up bitch. I stand up mine own and I am mine captain saver. Perhaps you need to ask Jesus to write you out check that you can not cash it either because I am never damn scared. I never go nowhere with out my boyfriend Mr Smith Wesson I all be watching my surroundings. I tell you what let MF come up on my property with all this bullshit I guarantee they want be walking back off of it. This shit you say leave me the fuck along it goes both ways. Let me tell you something Nehemiah did find a real woman who loved him his children and his family just as well I gave all of them respect and I value my relationship with them. Nehemiah before he passed knew I definitely had his back I showed him on more that one occasion and he had my back just as well I am phenomenal woman who Nehemiah need in his life that is for real. I tell you one thing I am not no damn push over no woman of man going to play me like I'm sucker I can be the nicest person in the world but if you attacking me I am going to be like a pit-bull I'm going to attack back don't let this older lady fool you i've been there done that I am Well experienced That why Nehemiah Click-with me so well he felt that chemistry and energetic connection we had good vibes.

Marjorie, you are ignorant you lack information about NEHEMIAH and his family definitely not going to just open up and talk to you about him and his life. Girl Nehemiah lied to you hell I was working in midtown at EMORY UNIVERSITY when I meet Nehemiah. Don't believe me ask his mother she's come to the clinic before and pick me up from work her and the girls. You've never even seen me before so how you know how I look or even smell 🤔. Literally before I left Ga Nehemiah gave me head while y'all was suppose to have been in a relationship. BITCH I ain't from no damn MS I'm born and raised mother fucking CHICAGO BITCH SOUTH SIDE 85TH. Just like I told his mother I am telling you since Nehemiah your man call upon his spirit and have him to leave me the fuck alone it's nothing he has to say the damage has already been done. At least I can afford my lifestyle Nehemiah can NEVER! I DEFINITELY DID NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BABY MAMA DRAMA EITHER BECAUSE I HANDLE MINE AND TAKE DAMN GOOD CARE OF ME. BROKE GIRL I LITERALLY SLEEP ON 3,000 DOLLAR MATTRESS THATS PAID IN FULL. HOMELESS IVE NEVER BEEN THAT. SO YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU SAID YOU LIKED THAT HE TOOK CARE OF HOMELESS PEOPLE AND HAD A SPECIAL PLACE IN HIS HEART FOR THEM SOO IM JUST TRYING TO SEE HOW CAN YOU FIX YOUR MOUTH AND SAY HE NEVER CARED FOR ME. MARJORIE KENNEDY, I'M ACTIVE OUT HERE IN THE UNITED STATES BITCH. I WANT YOU TO TALK THIS SHIT TO ME IN MY FACE WE'LL CROSS PATHS ON DAY WHORE. LIKE I SAID READ YOUR BIBLE. Hebrews 13:4 Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterous. YOU'RE WHY NEHEMIAH IS DEAD. YOU GO SHOT AND KILL YOURSELF. YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU CAN TALK DOWN DUE TO THE LIES AND FALSE ALLEGATIONS NEHEMIAH SAID YO YOU IN REGARDS TO ME BUT I DONT CARE, THEY TALKED ABOUT JESUS TOO🤷🏽. I HAVE NEVER BEEN ON YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA PAGE, YOUR EX HUSBAND FAMILY REACHED OUT TO ME BITCH. GIRL, IM DONE WITH YOU. YOU AINT GOT SHIT I WANT OR NEED. LIKE I TOLD NEHEMIAH I WASNT GONE EVER MAKE THINGS OFFICIAL WITH HIM TILL I SEEN BETTER AND GAVE HIM HIS RING BACK BUT HE TOLD ME TO KEEP IT BECAUSE HE WAS TO PROVE TO ME THAT HE WAS GONE DO BETTER FOR HIS CHILDREN. YOU HAVE NO SELF RESPECT. I ALREADY KNOW YOU TALKING BULL SHIT TO ME THEM RUNNING TO HIS MAMA LIKE SHE'S GOING TO SAVE YOU. GIRL YOU MIGHT WANT TO ASK JESUS ABOUT ME BECAUSE YOU WRITING OUT A CHECK YOU ASS CAN'T CASH. BUT ANYWAYS LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE I'M ABOUT TO GO VISIT NEHEMIAH AND READ HIM OUR COMMENTS. No matter what you shared Nehemiah with me but I don't have to share him with you. REMEMBER THAT!
Nehemiah, I wished a many times you would've found you a real woman that could stand and hold her position as your woman, you really got children out here and this woman that you bring around your children and family ain't hitting on shit like ain't no way I'll ever let a woman take my spot or even give another woman the time of day. That's how you lose your man. But that's what you wanted so hey. Just so you know Nehemiah we'll be seeing each other again one day

Qualishia Quanta you can say what you want about me. Nehemiah used you as a freaky polyamorous partner to satisfy and entertain his sex addicted habit with him and other women. Qualishia you stated Nehemiah would never fall for someone like me he damn did bitch and loved the hell out of me up until he died. I am not broke, ugly and I own property and house I have sold three houses I used to own. I can write on Nehemiah Condolence page when I want to if you mention me in your message damn right I am going to respond to the comments. Why you keep worrying about me bitch. Qualishia you keep thinking that I was nothing to Nehemiah all you want to I know better bitch. I will speak on Nehemiah how I want to in the present tense and past tense bitch. Qualishia you are the ignorant, dumb ass, stupid MF bitch that I have ever heard of in my life with your four eyes, wide mouth big horse as teeth, no shape, no curves, big nose and big cow breasts ugly MF whore. When I was with Nehemiah bitch he told he met your homeless ass on the street your man had kick your ass out. Nehemiah let you stay with him. Nehemiah had you weak minded broke ass there along with his other bitches engaging in polygamous and prostitution whore. That's why you accepted the type of lifestyle he was into bitch. Qualishia you're trifling nasty, dirty, stinky disgusting whore you're for the damn streets bitch. Qualishia you had the nerve to talk about me older woman dating a younger man and all the lowlife shit you don't done. Bitch go back to damn streets you ain't shit whore. Nehemiah family and I are good check my FB page you see how his family and I enjoying ourselves. When Nehemiah passed away his mother told me I am part of their family. I still talk to his mother on phone every week bitch his mother and I are BBF. His mother is not your mother in law you were never married to Nehemiah. His sister spoken to me also the night Nehemiah die I went to her house the same day early that morning around 3:30 am you are not saying nothing that I already know. When a man want to bring other women into his bed and he in relationship with a woman you apparently was not satisfying him. Nehemiah had sex addiction problem and you did all that freaky polyamorous shit to keep him satisfied bitch. Qualishia you are very lowlife bitch you shared Nehemiah with the other bitches in the streets you dumb ass whore you may be 5'3 145 lbs but you look like shit hoe you definitely don't turn no heads when you're walking down the street bitch. By the way you said Nehemiah told you were beautiful and looked like Asian doll he must been high as a kite when he told you that shit. Nehemiah just wanted to know how it felt to do porn and he did all them trifling disgusted sexual polyamorous shit with your stupid ass bitch. When Nehemiah met me he had gotten all that polyamorous shit out his system because I be damn if I was going to do some degrading shit like that. Qualishia you are dumb bitch telling me Nehemiah neither his father give a fuck about me and they both are deceased the dead don't have feelings or can't talk back to you when you at their graves stupid bitch and further more I never have met his father. I can tell you are very crazy saying you see and talk to Nehemiah and his deceased family members who you have never met before because you said on one occasion that Nehemiah told you he wanted you come and meet his family that had crossed over on the other side. Go ahead and die bitch then you will meet all are them with your insane ass. Do you think I really give a fuck about you bitch hell know the same way you don't give a fuck about me. Bitch you ain't got know pressure on me with your plain Jane Mississippi country ass. One thing for show I am going to carry my husband last name to my grave. Bitch I didn't want to marry Nehemiah he was my boyfriend we were having some awesome time together I loved it that way. Nehemiah did love big women you are a lie saying he didn't because definitely love me bitch you're just jealous and mad because he changed his mind he could not get enough of this foxy beautiful fat woman he was all in these big thighs he never had any complaints when he was intimate with me time he finished with sex five minutes later he want more of me bitch.Nehemiah told me plenty of time he loved me. I bet you have not visited his family or went to any of their family events since Nehemiah have passed away. I have baby girl been to several family events I still visit his mother and talk on the phone with her every week. I am not miserable and I am definitely not no whore like you because you have done and did everything a whore would do bitch. Talking about do my research on you hell you ain't nobody important I already checked your bitch ass out on your FB page you are nothing special I only checked your page out because you were talking shit about me. I had to see for myself how your ugly bitch ass look like shit, you're not a foxy lady at all the average plain Jane that's why Nehemiah had you go find the other women that looks fine as hell like a 10 he got tired of fuck your ugly stinky ass bitch he needed the fine women keep him turned on you was not enough for him. Let me tell you something Nehemiah and I did not leave together I had a sick mother I was caring for I give my mother respect. I visited Nehemiah he probably talk to you the days and nights that I was not there with him bitch. He ain't never talked to you are any other bitch when I was there so let's get that cleared when I was with Nehemiah he devoted all his attention on me. Qualishia you talk all this shit you been had money you have made 6 figures I don't believe none of that bullshit you're talking about if you had it going on like that you and Nehemiah would still be together and he didn't have to hustle in the streets and had women prostituting you would have built house on your land and you and him would have live happy and forever but you didn't bitch. Stop talking bullshit to me bitch. Qualishia you were never Nehemiah wife you calling me slut all that shit you done said on his condolence page what you and Nehemiah did in bed with other women and you even had sex with the women why he watch. That ain't nothing but trifling lowlife slut, bitch, whore. There you go again don't put your dumb ass stupid foot in your mouth by calling me slut and don't know diddly squat about me. Oh you say Nehemiah told you he was not going anywhere he did stupid bitch. I don't care how much time he put into your dumb stupid ass he went elsewhere for intimacy. I never said he had hard time suffering over his babies mothers I said his children because he wanted to see them bitch get your facts straight. Baby mama #2 problem gave your dumb ass hell. I didn't have deal with the baby mama drama bitch.

Marjorie Kennedy, girl like you literally carry your husband last name and that's how I know Nehemiah was to never fall for someone like you. Nehemiah was never a broken spirit he only cried because he missed his father alot but like he said it's okay for a grown man to cry. You are the reason my fiancee is still not here with his family and I because you lost your husband Roger Kennedy February of 2020 and claim you was over him but talking about you was broke and grieving your husband death then you should've stayed you crying emotional broke ass in the fucking house and went to God in regards to what you had going. My fiancee wasn't God he couldn't do give or help you like God can. I see now you literally are stalking his condolence page because why whenever I make a post in regards to me and Nehemiah's time together you always got something to say bitch you wasn't anything to Nehemiah. Then you speaking on this man name like he's here still. You are a ignorant dumb stupid bitch ainy no way I would've ever been with a guy and allow him to just sit and talk about his ex you're miserable. Then you want to run to this boy family and speak about me to them girl them people was Nehemiah's family, you should definitely feel some type of way because NEHEMIAH mom which is my mother in law still calls me to this day, she invites me over to the house still, she tells me about the family events and told me after Nehemiah's death that I am always welcome to come over and spend time with them and his daughters & grand child. NEHEMIAH sister and I was literally on the phone the night of his death and she told me that her brother loved me and that she knows he loved me and his mother spoke to me as well and told me that she knew I was the one for Nehemiah and for me to keep going to school because her and her family which is Nehemiah's family will be there to support me still. Despite whatever you had to share Nehemiah with me I never had to share NEHEMIAH with anyone else, speak facts child me and NEHEMIAH literally agreed on bring women into our bedroom we've fucked girls together and he use to enjoy himself when he see me in bed with a fine sexy ass young lady. MK really I am literally 5'3 145lbs girl I get complement daily from women and men of all races. I know I am not a ugly woman your man would tell me all the time how beautiful I was he called me his Asian Doll like come on. Then another thing stop coming for me because NEHEMIAH was never my child you say you go to his grave still then you should definitely go and ask his father why he told his beautiful handsome son to fuck a lot of women or become a porn star. You keep running to Nehemiah's grave and neither one of them people give a fuck about you. I see and speak with Nehemiah, his father and grandfather all the time alone with other relatives of his daily. But that's not anything new to me because NEHEMIAH and I both was having experiences with his father way before Nehemiah passed. Girl do you actually think I give a fuck about you, like be serious you talking about tim you and Nehemiah spent together yet his family spoke to me the night of his passing telling me that Nehemiah was so in love with Me (QUALISHIA) And that they was gone always be here for me. Like we still keep in contact and we also still make plans to keep our family traditions alive like we would do when Nehemiah was alive. Like seriously Nehemiah's been dead longer than you have known the boy and all your fat ass do is speak on his DICK you're a desperate miserable ass whore! MK do your research on me I'm 5'3 145lbs so what if I wear glasses that doesn't affect me at all so what if my nose is big that lets me know that I am not perfect but beautiful still. Your man called me every single morning to wish me a good morning beautiful conversation all the way up to his passing. You keep talking your shit but ma'am why you ain't speak all this shit before Nehemiah died that way Nehemiah could've left your desperate emotional broke ass alone. And millionaire lol well that do sounds about right baby I'm born into a family with money bitch I been made over 6 figures in and I'm only in my fucking 20's. Girl be forreal despite whatever Nehemiah will never leave me alone he told me way before his death that he was going to hunt me lol and he definitely do that shit daily. Nehemiah didn't like big woman like yourself he liked woman that had a shape. Nehemiah wasn't my child you trying to come for me about other women but child Nehemiah and I literally would fuck the same girl at the same time like let's be FORREAL. Then you say you go to his grave I bet you your ass want go and ask his dad why would he tell the boy to fuck a lot of girls or better yet be a pornstar, you ain't know shit about NEHEMIAH and I promise you he was still doing the things when he was with you, you go into nehemiahs phone right now I know for a fact you're going to see him texting other females and speaking about meeting with them. MK you're the one looking stupid bitch his family still calls me to this day just like I was the woman his siter was speaking with the night of his death and she tells me she knows NEHEMIAH loved and cared for and about me, his mother told me that I was the one for Nehemiah like you really think them people are going to give you information about me like be forreal. Girl despite what you say I never had to share Nehemiah with anyone but you Marjorie child you'll always have to share him with ME SO CRY YOUR HEART OUT. fuck it's been 2 1/2 years and you still haven't seen Nehemiah yet fuck I seen the boy literally like 2:40 p.m. August 30th of 2020. I was the first person who NEHEMIAH came to see after he passed and he stayed the whole entire time with me till like 5 that morning and he went to go visit his mom only for her to wake from the dream and call me. You didn't know anything about NEHEMIAH you should've told him I don't want to know anything about his ex for him to tell you about his self and the things he like and dislike but instead you allowed for Nehemiah to vent to you about me y'all entire time being together he spoke about me, called me, texted me, facetime me, and yes he and I also fucked like the week before he passed but oh that's right y'all was suppose to have been together then lol. That boy was gone leave your ass quicker than I could fly back into the state. MK correction I wear glasses and contacts sweetie get it right. I'm 5'3 and 145 lbs you have nothing on me I know I got you pressed. Haha, girl go read your Bible. You don't know shit about life. You still carry your husband Roger Kennedy last name and Nehemiah would never allow anything like that just like I know he didn't like fat bitches. Girl you are stupid me and his family still speak,meet, and hang out. I still get invites, they still support me with my schooling. MK don't be mad at me because it's a possibility that I definitely have more money than you have ever made in your entire lifetime girl I been made 6 figures and I'm in my 20's. You will always have to share Nehemiah with me rather you want to or not. You is the reason why he's dead you brought your emotional weak grieving ass around him and cost him to kill himself. I do not like you old Bald headed fat stinky ass BITCH. Nehemiah was in love with my body and be correct I cared for Nehemiah HE was in love with me. You literally allowed this boy to speak to me during his last days that should've told you then if we was to make things work then he was going to be coming back to me. Girl I was never second to anybody in NEHEMIAH'S life he and I fucked girls together that's why I say what I say about you because I knew he wasnt ever going anywhere and besides i was never a fool child you're the fool if you think for one second Nehemiah was to fall for you, his freaking dad told him to be a freaking pornstar so that has nothing to do with me and you didn't know his father so you might want to rethink anything you're wanting to say to me about Nehemiah and other women. A man will never leave his WIFE for a slut, NEVER! Nehemiah been told me he wasn't going anywhere because we had done put in too much time. So sorry sis go talk your BS to his 2 baby mamas that you claim he was having a hard time suffering with , I already know baby mama number 2 about that action lol girl go play with yourself.

Nehemiah my lover, I read so much on your condolence page that she writes about me.Apparently I must be very relevant to her she also stated that you were her fiancé and life companion. If you were truly in love with her and her fiancé there is no way you would have disrespected the relationship you and her had. Because you definitely didn't honor of respect the title as her fiancé. All the years she stated that you all shared together apparently didn't mean "SHIT" to you because you were giving the (D) to others women way before you met me and she tolerated it. Once you met me and fell in love it's seems to be a big problem for her. The things she stated you and her did you did the same with me and even more things that should let her know you had fell in love with me. She stated I got played and belittled shit apparently she was the one got played and belittled "LOL" baby girl you are just mad because an older woman fell in love with Nehemiah. Baby girl don't you never thing that I am belittled I am important and highly valued by many and intelligent just because Nehemiah a young man shows interest in me doesn't define me as being belittled. If you had been satisfying him he wouldn't never went elsewhere for intimacy. Looks like to me you played a fool for Nehemiah and accepted his infidelity and disloyalty to you. Get over it babygirl you and I both loved Nehemiah we both were in his life you loved him your way and I loved him my way. Nehemiah she is bragging about all this 38.9 acres of land and property she owns and she can drive what ever car she wants and even have chauffeur to drive her around like she is a millionaire. Why she didn't have her chauffeur to drive her to get you since you all were still communicating for you all can get married and build a house on one her acres of land and you and her could live happy forever. Nehemiah she didn't do that I guess she didn't loved you and wanted to be with you for ever. SMH LOL please let it make sense lady. I care less what you have it's irrelevant to me. She started this whole shenanigans when I commented on Nehemiah Instagram page when he passed away she sent a texted message stating she wanted to talk with me about Nehemiah because she was his fiancé. From that point on all hell have been going on since Nehemiah passed and that's been two years and half. I pull up your FB page like you pulled up my page you called me fat and fun shaped you can not body shame me because I looks awesome when I put on my clothes and I am not ugly. Now you're not pretty you wear glasses have big nose and wide mouth and your shape is definitely not a 10 a 4 and you are not no foxy lady. I don't care how long a man have been with a woman sometimes he is searching for something new with another woman new beginning and out with the old and In with a new love journey. Nehemiah you knew I would do anything and everything for you and vice versa. When I am with you intimate I lose all my self- control because I can't help myself you're incredible to me. I am just reminiscing about our intimacy which made us closer we were attracted to each other in very passionate ways. I remember the time we went to the mall you opened the truck door for me to get out the truck I started walking you got behind me you were very playful with me hugging and kissing on my neck we were acting like two young teenagers who were deeply in love, which we were deeply in love. We were laughing and talking you said to me bae I love you, you had this big smile on your face and your beautiful white teeth were sparkly with your shining gold teeth. Nehemiah you looked like you were the happy man in the world with his lady ( Marjorie). I miss you I wish you come back to me my love I wanna be with you but you're away in Heaven. I am missing you like insane Nehemiah R.I.P. my handsome sweet knight in shining armor I love you to infinity my love. Signed by MK your Partner/Lover/Soulmate.

To NEHEMIAH my lover, friend, fiance and life companion I will not act like or have anyone take the fact that you and i was getting ready to spend forever together. You and I went downtown to the jewelry store and picked out matching jewelry. You proposed to me when we was staying together and I want ever stop saying that you was my fiancee. We went on multiple trips to North Carolina, Florida and New York together and was getting ready to take a trip out of the country. I miss coming home from work to you and we take showers as well as soaked in bubble bath together. We'd go to alot of place just for us to eat and you'd just feed me your food for me to try. Nehemiah, I do not care what people say or think about me when it comes to you because you told me that I was there for you when no one else was. I wish a many of times you wouldve just came back to my home with me in GA but God had other plans, I want ever forget the times we've shared good bad and the ugly. I really don't like or appreciate the fact that people claiming me as being married and supposedly have a child. I want speak on things that you I and the doctors already know about. I don't tolerate fake trying to come for me for not coming to a funeral, Mom never gave me the address, sister can pay for a funeral but wouldn't ever come through for you when you ASKED OR WOULD ASK HER TO, brother always walked away and left you when things wasn't good. I'm not gone speak about the rest of the stuff but just know I got receipts. I really didn't expect for life to turn out like this what am I suppose to do Nehemiah. I can't get our last phone conversation out my head. And just to say this Nehemiah might was with you but he was calling me talking about getting him back and forth to work, he was calling me to come be with him so he could hold me, Nehemiah literally called me and asked me if he should do this or do that when it came to him traveling. One thing I can say Nehemiah never spoke on the phone with another woman while being with me but he was definitely doing that during the last days of his life and he'd tell me he miss and love me and kiss me through the phone. I don't care what anyone say baby girl you played and belittle yourself then want to try and come from this man's life. I don't care what anyone say because he and I was together for years before he and I became public, I am the girl that's wears the jewelry he brought for me. I am the girl who he told my grandfather, grandmother and my Mom that he was going to marry. When Nehemiah came around my family they showed him nothing but love and spoiled him rotten. I don't care what anyone say a man ain't gone leave a woman he's put time in with and Nehemiah definitely told me that. No one knows what he and I was going through that's way beyond the grave. No one was there for Nehemiah when he was crying for help but ME. DESPITE WHATEVER IF YOU LIKE THE FACT THAT HE AND I WAS STILL IN THE PROCESS OF BECOMING ONE AND PUT OUR RELATIONSHIP FIRST THEN I LOVE IT. I still have NEHEMIAH'S and I messages in my phone and he was telling me that he needed me in his life and that I was very wise for my age and that he needed a woman full of wisdom like myself in his corner, Nehemiah I want you to know that I don't do things for attention or recognition. Just because he came from that family doesn't mean they was his family. Nehemiah's real family and I stay in contact still till this day and we gone always keep in contact and do things together as a family when we do get together. Nehemiah literally told me the last day of his life that he ain't ever had a real woman in his life till he meet me and that I was definitely his woman and that he was going to do better with showing and proving that to me. FYI* I never asked Nehemiah for anything. I have 38.9 acres of land one spot another 2 acres of land elsewhere and a house in Atlanta,Ga and I am definitely able to pick and choose what kind of type of car I want to drive and always have someone to chauffeur me. I had my own money and all before Nehemiah. I don't care because literally right after Nehemiah passed I saw him and seen everything I needed to see way before his service. Nehemiah still speaks, talk, and be around me. His spirit is definitely a MF lol but I love him. No one wants ever take his place in my life and that's on God himself. I don't care about this condolence page Nehemiah I want ever stop coming to your grave. I cried my eyes out when I visited you recently but I promise I'll be better for you next time around. I wish you was here with me to celebrate yours,Nina, and Jamar's birthday you know it's y'all month🥴. I was the one who spent holidays with you and yours, Christmas, Thanksgiving, we brought in a new year together and birthday celebrations together. We was always very intimacy with out the touch. I know you was in love with me boy I want ever forget seeing it on you and oh yeah you moaning whenever we do have great passionate AMAZING sex, we broke our bed lol. I want ever forget you signed with love your Fiancee 💔

Nehemiah my love I just want to reminisce about you and I which you already know before you passed away the awesome times we shared together and how much I love you. I can say different people bring different things to your life when you in fresh new relationship such as ours. Nehemiah both of us were emotionally vulnerable that's why we bond with each other we had wounded scars that needed to be healed. Therefore we had empathy for each other the chemistry between us just connected on every level. Nehemiah you giving me love, joy, happiness, peace and vice versa . I can go on and on expressing my love for you because you definitely knew this before you passed away how I felt about you. I know you loved and cared for me with all your heart my love we were inseparable. What I can say about you "WHAT A MAN A MIGHTY GOOD MAN " who knows how to treat his lady (MARJORIE) right in all aspects of our relationship you make me feel special and loved. Nehemiah you shown me love and affection. I was always happy and smiling plus you always gave me compliments. That's what I loved about you my love. R. I.P. My partner/lover signed MK

Let me set the record straight right NOW, Nehemiah was not the person to put me in harms way his brother did that. Nehemiah told me months way before I ever left that if anything was to ever happen that I was to return home to my family that loves and care for me. Nehemiah and I issues had nothing to do with each other, Nehemiah promised me that I would be the one he takes with him wherever he goes. I genuinely cared for Nehemiah life just took a toll on Nehemiah and now since the death of him I see it's actually a lot serious than what I was already thinking but hey it's only so much one person could do. I asked Nehemiah to come with me so he could enjoy seeing other states while I work but he rather to state in the state. If NEHEMIAH didn't love or care for me then I definitely wouldn't have been in contact with him still prior to his death. Despite whatever anyone says the things I've been going through is going through and wats to come from my going through if vital, I see him and others just as plain as day. He speaks to me and he told me that he wanted me to meet his family on the other side. I don't care Nehemiah loves me.

Nehemiah I want you to know I am still grieving over you my love, I will never get over you I am hurting because my heart is broken from losing you. I wish you were here to heal this broken heart of mine. Only you can make me back whole again and the woman I once was before you passed away my love. Nehemiah you were my everything my pride and joy, I have never felt like this with only one man that was my husband. Now you filled that gap in my heart. I have lost two men I loved deeply in my life both of in God Kingdom in Heaven. Nehemiah when you enter God Golden Gate in Heaven you met Roger and told him I am glad to meet you man we both loved a magnificent woman I loved and cared for her just like you did to the end. Nehemiah you told me you will never put me in harms way you will always protect me. During our relationship up until you passed away you never put my life in danger you cared and had high respect for me you valued me. I am glad I met you when you were mature man because you had got all that wildness and crazy stuff out of your system compared to when you were younger. That goes to show the right woman can change a man personality and his outlook on life. I will always love you bae R. I.P. My partner/lover. Signed MK

I will not be put out like I broke Nehemiah or had him struggle. Nehemiah was going through a lot and I was his push. I still have the car he brought and I'm going to keep it forever no matter what. Nehemiah told me the night before he passed away that I was the woman he was needing on his team. He called me telling me his missed me so much that he began to kiss me through the phone. Memories, well he and I went to New York and North Carolina as well. He and I had wine dates in the park and we'd go there and take the dog for a walk and he and I we'd talk. I miss him and no one will or can change that fact. If Nehemiah is the man you say he is then I was definitely his Fiancee. I had my own everything before I meet Nehemiah. I've been around baby girl presence too but I'm not going to speak on that. I know Nehemiah enjoyed his self with ME because he told me that himself. I DO NOT Care what anyone say because Nehemiah is who I was speaking and talking on the phone with daily till he passed. He literally tell me days before his passing that he was willing to fly to Texas and visit me. I love Nehemiah and I thank God daily for his presence . You or nobody else is allowed to take our relationship away despite whatever he tell/told you about me. Nehemiah already know. I will not ever stop loving him.

Nehemiah my lover I am sitting here thinking of you I wish I could pick up the phone and call you to tell you how much I miss you and love you. Nehemiah when I met you I could tell that your spirit was broken and you needed a woman like me to love and care for you. Because I was grieving and my spirit was broken also. My husband told me to move on in life to find me someone to love and care for me because I had been through a lots. Nehemiah and I had this chemistry and energetic connection where we had good vibes. We both fell in love with each other. Nehemiah you told me how you felt about me and you were in love with me. Nehemiah I remember when I used to go to work with you on several occasions and sit in the car and on your break you come in side of the car kiss and hug me and say bae I love you so much we go get lunch and come back. I sit in car waiting on you to get off work. One of the man said to you man you must really loved that lady you are bringing her to work with you, you making sure no one else take her from you. Nehemiah look at him and rolled his eyes, I just laughed and said that's my bae. I am glad God gave me enough time to spend with you before you passed away two weeks before you passed away up until the week you passed. We went to the "Gambling Casino in Cherokee North Carolina for the weekend and had awesome time there. Then we booked weekend at expensive hotel in downtown ATLANTA and took your oldest daughter and you niece. We all went to the pool area to swim me and you were wearing the same color royal blue you said to me bae you're looking good. Nehemiah took my picture of me showing my fine thighs he said that picture looks good Bae them we took pictures together and of the girls in the pool. We all had so much fun together. Nehemiah and I went to Piedmont Park and had romantic picnic it was so beautiful we enjoyed it. The night before he passed we made passion love it was incredible. I am so grateful God gave me the opportunity to spend quality time with my bae before he passed away. I will always remember and cherish these memories and pictures of us it means the world to me. Nehemiah I know you truly loved me and cared for me I love you so much always and forever. No one can never take these moments we spent together away from me. We had awesome love affair thank you Nehemiah for coming into my life making me back whole again loving and falling in love with me making me your partner/lover. One thing for sure the length of time a couple put in relationships doesn't mean they can't fall in love they can been involved years or months as long as both of you love each other that's what counts. One thing I can say I knew Nehemiah loved me and I loved myself some Nehemiah I will love you to infinity my darling. I will never stop loving you and never stop writing on your condolence page R. I. P. My partner/ lover MK "I DON'T CARE WHO DOES NOT LIKE IT." Nehemiah and I was in relationship can no one take that away from us.

Nehemiah, As I say your name I can hear your voice and you say to me okay bae I see you know how to spell lol. Sir, you was my greatest love. I want ever forget you. I will not speak on our relationship or tolerate anyone speaking on what claims to be the man you used to be. Only the only difference is that although you and I was together but we was also VERY family oriented. I wish I had more time of it just you and I but they are definitely things of the past. I show the change in you way before I even decided to leave the state but I promise you I never left. I called, you called we FaceTime we texted. Sorry if in any way it wasn't enough. We talked though and shared our thoughts to one another on what we had going. No, I am not writing on your CONDOLENCE page for attention and surely not to be into it with anybody. But of course you have family members know how I have gotten and do get as well as WILL GET ABOUT YOU. Nehemiah asked me to be his wife and he and I also had a miscarriage together. No one knows how I feel when it comes to what I have been through and still till this day is going through with losing my child and fiancee. I will not tolerate having someone that hasn't seen me a day in their life put lies on my name and falsely accuse me of things that will never take place in my life. I love Nehemiah and still to this day that man has my heart and like I told him many of days when he was alive I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE. I DO NOT CARE WHO DOESN'T LIKE IT EITHER. I will make post and comment on things to as well because of my feelings I have for NEHEMIAH they are definitely real. My fiancee is not here to defend himself, his family knew only what he allowed them to know but one thing I know they loved him and he loves them too. I give my deepest condolences to his family members on who I got a chance to be with I will forever cherish the moments. No one has ever asked me why I did not show for his funeral I did what I had to do to protect my family. Like I have said once and can say again I was the one who received life treats on me showing to his service, I too am the same woman who I've had girls come at me once before to when it comes to Nehemiah and I relationship. Nehemiah and I will be FOREVER. What I say today I have already said to Nehemiah himself. My fiancee went through enough torture why he was alive all I ask is that you let him REST. He does not have to be updated about a life he doesn't know anything about ever 6 seconds. As long as I have breath in my body I will always come visit his grave. Treating me definitely will not stop me. I am the woman who has Nehemiah's engagement ring, he and I have matching earrings,he gifted me with a diamond necklace. He and I was attracted to each other in a very passionate way. He always expressed and shared his feelings thoughts and plans with me before he'd even move on it. Nehemiah and I was friends before we became lovers and our intimacy brought us even closer than I have ever been with someone. I will not tolerate someone speaking or mentioning me. I will not fuss with someone who Nehemiah only knew for a short time of his life he's literally been gone longer thn they were even together. I literally gave Nehemiah years of my life. You'll have to see us together to even imagine to know about Us, We were young and in love with each other. You always seen US literally. I miss him, I cry, Yern, and feel for him daily. I don't see myself with anyone else he is all that I want. We all lost😭 I want him so bad💔

Girl NEHEMIAH mother was the main person telling me to get married when he told them that I had done got pregnant, I don't care what you do when going to the law enforcement because I to have receipts and paper work to show, I don't care about you and his mother having a relationship they say birds of a feather flock together. You right I never came to the funeral because for one his mother never gave me information in regards to his service and for two his brother took to social media and decided to speak and talk about in regards to me and NEHEMIAH life. His mother a tell you anything it's funny to me that you speak and ask her questions about me and NEHEMIAH life, she didn't have no control over her son majority of the time so I guess she would tell you she doesn't know anything about he and I being engaged. I don't care what you or his mother say I was his fiance and that's just that, don't all come at once when he's not here to defend himself or me. You can do whatever the fuck you want to do because I've been waiting to say my peace about this entire situation. I promise when I start to speak everybody gone be looking stupid. Enjoy your time with them I don't care, NEHEMIAH just brought you someone to listen to your problems, NEHEMIAH told people all kind of stories about me so whatever however you say it to be I don't care. The mother already know how NEHEMIAH was coming so I'm not worried about that I promise you one day you'll find out how much NEHEMIAH really like and loved me not that I'm trying to draw that to your attention anyways, so go ahead call the law enforcement. I'm not gone get into that situation but I promise you the text messages in my phone doesn't lie, I do not care about what you and NEHEMIAH had going on it's clearly in the fucking past now. I will always be his Fiancee, I wasnt to be enjoyed by his family I wasn't dating his family I was fucking, talking, and dating NEHEMIAH he is who proposed to me, they couldn't keep a handle on NEHEMIAH he was a very wild free young man. I want you to talk about what he has said about me, I promise you I have receipts on that too as well when it comes to whatever. That boy was telling you things he tought you'd like to hear NEHEMIAH played himself when it came to me. I promise you though I'll always come first in his life even when I'm not trying to be obtw: You want me to be married so freaking bad damn the boy had done just died and his family was already putting me off on fucking other niggas and things. I'm sorry MK but I'm not doing no pussy popping over here I'm still the same woman I was when NEHEMIAH and I last got together in June of 2020. His mom gone tell you whatever but I bet you she ain't telling you how NEHEMIAH was talking to her telling her how much he missed and love me I bet she ain't telling you that she stays calling me and asking me questions lol, I do not give a fuck about anyone they are all irrelevant to me, especially how they treated him but I guess I want talk to you about that either.

I had stated that I was not going to address you anymore but you keep coming for me for no apparent reasons just because I am posting on Nehemiah Condolences page. Listening Qualishia Quanta or Qualishia Youngblood which one of the names you go by. Oh I forgot you are married and still married to another man. Why should I give you condolences for a loss when you're not Nehemiah fiancée and definitely not a wife to be when you already married please let it make sense. Nehemiah told me how he met you I don't want to get into that because it's sad situation, Nehemiah had heart of gold he help people when they are at their lowest point in life that's what I loved about him caring man. All the things I said about Nehemiah and I definitely the truth maybe you don't want to hear it, I will never lie Nehemiah took me places I have receipts and pictures of us on all these adventures. Keep this in mind a man is not going to love two women the same way they have two different personalities. He not going to look for new woman with the same personality as his ex, he wants something different. I am much older woman I bring to the table experience, confidences, assertiveness and maturity, therefore Nehemiah knew he had to step his game up and bring to me strong plan in order to swept me off my feet. Which he did all the things I mentioned what transpired between him and I. Don't be hating or mad at me because Nehemiah fell madly in love with me. Nehemiah told me about all the things he did when he was much younger and things he was doing currently before he passed away that irrelevant that didn't define the man who loved me and who I fell in love with. I am not delusional you're because you were never Nehemiah fiancée his mother told me you were not he never had a fiancée. When Nehemiah passed away two and half years ago you were not at his funeral I was there the two babies mothers were there. In his funeral program his family didn't acknowledge he had fiancée he leave behind to cherish his loss your name was never mentioned at all, so you were just a nobody in eyes are his family. Nehemiah mother and I are BBF and his family love me I gets along and still communicate with them still to this day. Qualishia you can't tell me or no one else to stop going on Nehemiah Condolences Page it's public. I know you are not making "Terroristic Threats " against me because if you're I need to notify Law Enforcement and show them this post where you are making terroristic threats against me and I need to take legal actions against you. Qualishia Quanta stay out of my business when I am posting on Nehemiah Condolences Page and keep my name out of your conversation when you post on his page "CEASE AND DECREASE" DEUCES

Marjorie Kennedy for the sake of God please let my fiancee REST. LADY MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE You and NEHEMIAH has no children together and you definitely was not his wife to be. Go on with your life and let my fiancee REST, you a big girl and you can get back out there again it's not the end of the world honey. I'm tired of you acting like NEHEMIAH was your pride and joy, okay y'all had a(n) affair wat do you want me to give you flowers for popping your pussy for my FIANCEE. YOU LITERALLY LOST YOUR HUSBAND AND MONTHS LATER FOUND NEHEMIAH (EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU AND NEHEMIAH WAS ALREADY SPEAKING WHEN HE AND I WAS LIVING TOGETHER) BUT YOU CAN FIND YOU SOMEONE ELSE That'll TREAT YOU JUST AS BETTER. I WILL NOT TOLERATE YOU LYING ON MY FIANCEE LIKE HE WAS JUST MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU BECAUSE HE WAS NOT, THE OTHER GIRLS WHO HE WAS TEXTING AND TALKING TO WHILE BEING WITH YOU HAVENT BEEN ANYTHING OTHER THAN SHOW CONDOLENCE AND GIVE ME MUCH RESPECT ON ME LOSING MY FIANCEE. YOU HAVE MADE THIS LIFE TRANSTION PROCESS HELL FOR ME LADY LIKE YOU ARE DELUSIONAL AND NEED TO SEEK PSYCHIATRIC HELP FORREAL. GET YOURSELF DRESSED AND GO OUT ON A NIGHT OUT IN TOWN YOU A PRETTY WOMAN SO ITS NOT HARD FOR YOU TO FIND SOMEONE NEW. Nehemiah and I conceived children together and you are making my process harder for me for the love of God. Maybe that's god's punishment to you that you shouldn't have been pussy popping so quickly after the death of your husband because wee child you still need time to grieve his lost. Why aren't you going to spemd time at your husband's grave, you want to keep bring up his family but you do not know them like I do, NEHEMIAH shared things with me and you are making this a lot harder than what it's made out to be. If NEHEMIAH cared for you like you say he did/do them I definitely would have known. NEHEMIAH and I wasn't together for just a short period of time he and I have been together for years MK YEARS. You really are okay with him treating you to the same things he's did and done with me like is hilarious, he didn't take you anywhere special if he took you and did the same things with me. MK let's not make this hard. You're really making this hard for me till I can't even cry and grief the lost of my fiancee, would you like to go to a grievance class with me because you are really a emotional wreak right now. I'm sure it's a man around the same age as you that'll love to have you on his team. Girl, you really need to do something different I believe you are the reason I keep seeing NEHEMIAH and that wreaks me to know that I can't do anything for him. My husband is not at rest and I can see in him that he is tired. I'm tired too, NEHEMIAH want even let me sleep like he literally come pulls my leg and slap my butt to wake me because he wants to talk. He calls my name and tell me things, this is some of the things I've had to endure since his death. Please lady let my fiancee REST please. I don't think you can handle having a gun pulled on you or let alone having one shooting at you. I have, I refuse to speak on Nehemiah's And I relationship but I promise you he only told you the good stuff if I was to even begin to tell you what he really use to do lady You'd be sick to your stomach. MK you said you and your husband was together for 40 + years I promise you NEHEMIAH is not worth losing that over. I PROMISE YOU BUT HE WAS MY BAE,FRIEND, PARTNER, FIANCE AND SOON TO BE HUSBAND SO OF COURSE I WILL STICK BY HIS EVEN DURING DEATH. I don't appreciate you at all and you will NEVER get my condolences or respect I'm sorry but I do not respect woman like you. I wish a many of times he would have just came with me traveling and we work out the difference but he was determined to stay behind and get it together he wasn't running anymore and I don't blame him. You really don't know the man NEHEMIAH really was. You make it hard because I reached out to you how NEHEMIAH likes and you ignored me but you expect for me to give you flowers, you ain't do nothing but kept NEHEMIAH dick wet I guess you wasn't doing that good of a job for him to blow my phone up calling and texting me. I have NEHEMIAH'S love I know that, it's already been understood. You don't believe me ask them about the dreams they've been having of him coming to see them, I bet you his family doesnt even call and tell you things like that because I'm the one who gets wake from my sleep about the dreams they have about NEHEMIAH. He come to them telling them things about me. Like be real, you don't want me to start speaking straight facts cause baby. I got a girl right now wanting to comment about some stuff her and NEHEMIAH has been through but I just laugh and tell her to chill I don't think you deserve it that bad but I promise you I can't keep my people off you forever. MK call me all this back and forth on his condolence page is not the time and place, I promise you if NEHEMIAH was to wake and find out me or Roger will be able to save you from him because like you've stated you can hold up for your encounters.

Happy Valentine's Day my beloved lover I wish you were here with me for you can wine and dine me Nehemiah, because you were such romantic man. We were just like glue together whenever you saw you definitely saw me. I am holding a picture of you staring at you with that beautiful smile. That's all I can do these days is just reminisce about you and I on this Valentine's Day. I wish you were here hugging and kissing me from my lips to my neck and you whispering in my ear saying Happy Valentine's Day bae I love you with all my heart. Then you say to me let daddy show you how much he love you. Then we make passionate love and we lay in the bed you hugging me real tight expressing your love for me. We both sipping on some wine and listening to some soft mellow music and having a great conversation, laughing and playing in the bed. Nehemiah you were my greatest love we were awesome together infinity love R.I.P. my darling partner/lover signed MK 🌹💋🥰💔😇😭

What I will not tolerate is having someone making comments on they and my fiancee sex life. NEHEMIAH stayed letting me sit on his face and ride it while he just take control of my body and let his tongue work my clitoris, Despite whatever he did with other females he always came back to me. NEHEMIAH has once before blocked a girl for coming at me because of what he's posted on social media so if he did it to his own baby mama what makes you think nothing can be done for you trying me after his death. Like let's me real my fiancee told me he wanted to fuck you and get the desire of wanting other females out his system before he settled down but he definitely made it be known that I was his fiance. Lady I got girls on my side that'll slide for me when it comes to this and what you trying to let be know is that he fucked you lol I'm already knowing how he put it down, the boy literally wouldn't keep his hands off me he'd wake in the middle of his sleep and go down on me or I can be laying in the bed and he just comes over to me and kiss my pussy lips like it's nothing. We was one day giving thanks to God for bringing in the new year and he literally took his finger and put it under my dress while fingering me in front of everyone who was there. Lol there is nothing for me to be upset about other than me not having my fiancee here on this god's giving earth anymore. He never gave you any clothes, that's stuff that I have brought him just like that gold ring with the red rubi in it is our engagement ring, I still have my diamond earring and necklace that he put on me just like as well all our pictures that we have together and music videos/ videos period. If you can't do nothing but think of ways to try and bring me down then you'll definitely have to come harder than that because NEHEMIAH been put me on game. He was literally facetime me and call me while being around in the front of you but you never not once said anything about it like I asked him if it was something he wanted or something he was just doing because I wasn't wasting my time and he let me know that he was coming back to me that it wasn't anything for me to be worried about. NEHEMIAH made promises to me and he'd tell me that he was a man of his word that he want ever leave me. I have stories that I can go on and on about he and I. We had a amazing relationship NEHEMIAH I miss you daily.

Nehemiah my beloved lover I will never forget you I will never let you out of my heart, you will always be here with me I will hold onto the memories we shared bae. When you passed away I lost a part of me it's still hard to believe. Come back to me Nehemiah please cause we belong together which I know it's impossible for you to return back to me. Since you passed away time have linger on now all most three years now I can't erase my feeling that I have for you it's still strong no way I am gonna forget you. I have infinity love for you my love, I wish you were here to be holding me tight, loving me right all night long because we had awesome love affair. I was older than you but you stated it was ok with you age was nothing but a number. Nehemiah you knew what it took to make a mature woman like me to fall in love with passionate young man such as yourself. Nehemiah you were charming and affectionate towards me. One thing I can say Nehemiah you truly loved me the way you expressed your strong feelings how you felt about me in such a intense passion emotionally way to the point you started crying and tears rolling down your eyes saying bae I love you so much. I embrace you holding you tight and said back to you I love you even more my love. One thing I can say Nehemiah you showed me genuine love and intimacy, you were my soulmate my everything. We wanted to make our relationship last forever but God had other plans for you my darling. I have all ours pictures your watch, rings, clothes and other things you gave me. There will never be another love like you my dear R. I.P. My beloved lover until we meet again one day in God Kingdom in Heaven. Signed by your partner/ love MK

To my dearest Lover Nehemiah, I'm reminisceing about us and all that we have been through. You and I we were a very beautiful young couple that was planning to spend together, Together. I remember like it was yesterday we was on the phone talking to my apostle and he said to me, you know NEHEMIAH is a man that builds. We were really looking forward to getting married and starting our own life. I have no words for how I feel about you, my feelings for you are real. We've literally been through it all, from the beginning of the bible to the end and back to the beginning again with our relationship. I don't care about nothing or no one other than you, you use to make my body do things I never thought of. Despite whatever you'd always come back to me and we used to talk NEHEMIAH we'd talk about EVERYTHING. I am just about finished with your flowers that I'm making for you to bring them to your gravesite sometimes next week. I miss you but I know I have to let you rest. You And I created something amazing together and I will always adore you for that. I sit and stare at your pictures all the time. I've never lost someone this close to me before and I don't know how to even begin to speak on or about it but I'm very much thankful for my prayer warriors and apostle for helping me get through this as well as my family. If only I could. My life is so incomplete without you and I cry daily because I just do not understand what happened and how things go left so suddenly. Now what am I to do without you, we are great, fine and health but we definitely miss you. I miss you kissing on my body and giving me full body massages, I miss talking to you, I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss you holding me into your arms and you turn me with you whenever you'd turn over in bed, I miss that. I miss you feeding me food while I study n definitely miss our park dates. I hurt so bad behind you NEHEMIAH and I just wish it all could just be a dream. I have your letters in my note book still and all of our pictures and memories of things we did as well as went together. I can't believe that I was planning on spending forever with you but it was taken from me so suddenly, I miss it all. It's like the closer I get to coming and visit you the harder it gets for me. I can't lie and say I'm not angry because I am. Me and your brother been talking and speaking on the phone, he's been checking in making sure that we are straight I really do respect and appreciate him so much because he's definitely showed us love. I'm not going anywhere NEHEMIAH no matter how bad people speak down on me or want me to be down and out I refuse to let it bother me because despite whatever I will always be your fiance, the one who you choose to spend the rest of your life with, it was ME. I wish I can give you your flowers and you actually see them but I know you know when I make it I'm coming to give you a big A** kiss and have a dinner date with wine for you, maybe bring your favorite snack cake and tell you about work like I've always did cause now I have no one to come see or get me when I'm having a bad day but I know you're still around me in spirit I see and hear you all the time till I'm just so amazed at how strong you're. We're doing well NEHEMIAH I promise I'm making sure our children are straight. It's not for the weak I promise you but I'm so blessed to have a great family that picks up the slack and help me keep going. I miss you daddy till I see you on the other side, it's forever signed and stamped your Fiancee.

Happy Heavenly Birthday my darling I miss you like crazy Nehemiah. I wish you were here with me to celebrate your 37th Birthday. I can't tell you how many times I have cried, tears rolling down my eyes remember the awesome times we spent together as lovers. Nehemiah I will never get over you, you are my infinity love. I visited your grave today and placed flowers along side your family flowers they visited your grave also. Nehemiah only you can make me happy and back whole again, but I know it's impossible I am just reminisce, I miss your hugs, kisses, our intimacy and us taking baths together. We had awesome love affair. Nehemiah you were my everything, continue to R.I.P. my beloved lover until we meet again in God Kingdom. Signed MK.

I dreamed of you last night. I don't know what you where saying but I seen you last night. I know your Birthday is coming and I don't know if I'd make it but I will surely make my way to visit you baby boy and just sit and talk to you for awhile because I am honestly gone right NOW. Forever & a day my love until I see you again, just rest my love🥺.

To Nehemiah My Friend, Lover, and Fiancee. I will always love you, you and I shared some very unforrgatable moments together as well a created beauty. I miss you every single day that I wake, I can not move or get over losing you. You and I, we were inseparable. Nehemiah, my body yerns for you daily. It's been 2 year's after losing you and we are still going strong. I want ever get over losing you I miss you baby boy, I miss you so much. You used to walk into me and whisper things in my ear and make me laugh. I definitely miss laughing with you. We'd be getting dressed together and you'd stop what you where doing and say to me yeah baby, you look beautiful. I would look and say to you know you not doing to bad yourself and make a face and we'd laugh. That was one thing about you, you'd always give encouraging words. I miss waking to you NEHEMIAH, I miss your warm touch and your heartbeat. I miss you, and everything about you. I miss you so much. I will not ever get over you. I am so glad that you and I crossed path when people see use together they'd smile and say to me you have a very handsome husband or someone would say to you keep her we'd always look into each other's eyes and just smile. I miss us Nehemiah, if only I could I definitely would. Forever missing you signed and stamped your Fiancee 💔.

Hi Nehemiah I miss you like crazy I wish you were here with me. We had awesome chemistry we have this energetic connection where we just give off good vibes. I remember you telling me during our long talks I just talk to you about life all day long bae. I appreciate you bae for understanding and listening to my life experiences that I had to endure throughout my life. Then I said you, you know I am always here for you through the good and bad times, we are a team that's what couple does for each other. Then you say to me you are amazing partner come give daddy a big hug and kiss bae. I also miss our walks in Piedmont Park we holding hands together smiling at each other talking and watching our surroundings. We even had romantic picnic I set up everything so nice for us we were laying back on the blanket eating strawberries and other fruits. Then you started to eat your green onion and sour cream potato chips and onion dip that you loved. I prepared some delicious food. Then you said to me you seems to amaze me everyday bae and you give me a big kiss and you say to me I love you so much bae I don't know what I do without you my love. I am glad I met such amazing woman you are beautiful inside and outside you are the most charismatic woman I have met, he said believe me I have been with quite a few women in life but none of them measured up to mature woman as you bae they are a big age gap but it doesn't even matter to me because we love one another. We had awesome love affair there never a boring or dull moments in our relationship you were optimistic man and very spontaneous person that's what I loved about you were so adventurous. Nehemiah your generosity spirit of giving money to the homeless when we drive into the service station and the homeless men be standing around you reached in you pocket and giving each one $5.00 you would say go buy you some food to eat. I would tell you bae that's so generous of you to do that for them. Nehemiah you had a "Heart of Gold". I am so glad I met and fell in love with such upstanding young man. My beloved lover continue to Rest In Paradise you are forever in my heart my love "Gone too Soon "I love you I wish we could turn the hands of time back for I can hug and hold you tight and never let go and give you a big kiss. I am crying right now.... Signed your partner/lover MK

Hi Nehemiah I miss you like crazy, I wished you were here with me. We had awesome chemistry we had this energetic connection where we just give off good vibes. I remember you telling me doing our long talks I can just talk to you about life all day long Bae. I appreciate you bae for understanding and listening to my life experiences that I had to endured throughout my life. Then I said to you, you know I am always here for you through the good and bad times we are a team that's what couple does for each other. Then you say to me you are amazing partner come give daddy a big hug and kiss bae. I also miss our walks in Piedmont Park we holding hands together smiling at each other talking and watching our surroundings. We had romantic picnic in the park I had it set up so nice for us we were laying down on the blanket eating strawberries and other fruits you loved your green onion and sour cream potato chips and onion dip. The food I prepared tasted delicious. Then you said to me you seems to amaze me everyday Bae and you give me a big kiss and you say I love you so much bae I don't know what I do without you my love. Nehemiah you told me you were glad you met such amazing woman you're beautiful inside and outside you are the most charismatic woman I have met. Believe me I have been with quite a few women's in life but none of them measured up to a mature woman as you bae. Nehemiah we had awesome loved affair, there were never boring or dull moments in our relationship you were optimistic man and very spontaneous person. That's what I loved about you were so adventurous. Nehemiah your generosity spirit of giving money to the homeless when we drive into the service station and the homeless standing around you reach in your pocket and give each one $5.00 you would say go buy you some food. I would say to you bae that's so generous of you. Nehemiah you had "Heart of Gold". I am glad I met and fell in love with such upstanding young man even though there was a big age gap that didn't matter with you. My beloved lover continue to Rest In Paradise you are forever in my heart my love gone too soon I love you. I wish we could turn the hands of time back for I can hug and hold you tight and never let go of you and give you a big kiss. I am crying right now. Signed your partner/Lover MK

Lady, You'd might want to read that comment for/ to yourself you are the one that has a problem for when I comment about Nehemiah's and I life. Let's get real. Dignity, MK you really spoke about how as you stated BIG his private area was you are the one that needs to seek psychiatric help. Girl go find yourself a new man and stop worrying yourself about what me and mine did. I know it worries your little heart about me you might feel some type of way about me, that's a proven fact that you could not handle Nehemiah. You the type of person that'll try to protect something that's not there's or better yet somebody someone take out in a cross fire for pure ignorance OK I know what he and I had going on, take your own advice lady and leave me the fuck alone. You not about this life! Clearly, you been coming for me since he's passed. The things you say to me and about me, he'd been put you in your place. But I definitely don't mind doing it for me or him. You a elderly hating or should I say preying on the young but I promise you I'm not going I know the ropes of life. You're in denial that's not a good phase to be in sweetheart, go have fun party get fucked and enjoy the rest of the little life you got. And, if you call having 38.9 acres of land with a house and multiple cars while working on a second home not having a life then you really are completely fucked up in the head. MK, get on my level first before you come for me. I told you I'm not the one!stop coming for me lady, check his phone the messages does not lie. You want me to give you his passcode. Lol

You are one insane lady you need to go get your derange lunatic ass some professional help. The terrible things you be saying on Nehemiah Condolence page is ridiculous and outrageous. Have some dignity about yourself and stop all this mental illness and bipolar shit. This is unbelievable you are in insane lady. I don't have to explain or give you explanation of Nehemiah and my relationship. All the negativity that you are saying about me is absolutely a lie. Nehemiah have not told you these ridiculous lies. This is sooo sad you don't want to except fact that Nehemiah fell in love with cougar a much mature Woman. Keep me out of your messages when you type on Nehemiah page. Apparently you don't have no life going on for yourself or a man in your life only thing you doing is policing Nehemiah page to see if I have left comments for you can respond to it. That's all you talk about is my relationship with Nehemiah get a life. This is my last time responding to your comments. From here on out my comments going to be about Nehemiah and I. Eat your heart out and deal with it you are not relevant you're very unstable please seek professional help.

MK, if you think for one second I CARE about what you and Nehemiah had going on then you've definitely got to be one of God's most illiterate child. You keep coming for me and Nehemiah's relationship but news flash I am the one who wears the jewelry and his RING. Do not go round spreading lies about my life when you don't know yourself shit. What Nehemiah did when I wasn't around and with other girls was definitely not my problem. Which he and I spoke quite frankly about his problem. Nehemiah wasn't no dummy he definitely knew if I was to walk away from his life, let's just say it's way cheaper to keep me. I never had to use or sell my body to get anything at or out of life. I am well taken care of thank you. You must know and understand that Nehemiah learned his game from his father lol that boy told you what he knew would work to get in your pants. Like he stated to me "Bae I just want her to suck my dick to I quit". Lol you was his go to person for when I simply told him NO. I have text messages in my phone right now of Nehemiah texting me and telling me how he's so proud of me and how he knew I had it going on. I don't need a man to make me but you miss thang might do, oh yeah it's already proven. You really don't want to accept the fact that Nehemiah and I were destined to be married and you was simply fucking on another woman's FIANCEE. Nehemiah did not love you he loved what you could do for him. You was not anything special! He spoke bad about you to me. You definitely wasn't talking your big talk when me and NEHEMIAH would be on the phone with me while around you so chill child if he answer phone calls, CALLED MOSTLY, Texted daily then he was definitely having other girls around you. We FaceTimed each other you stupid bitch while you was there. He would text me at night and tell me how he wished it was me there with him instead of you. I knew, but unfortunately Nehemiah's problem was way out of hand before he and I even became intimate. I loved Nehemiah way before the affairs and definitely love him even more now. You not worth MY LOVE! NEHEMIAH, liked that I worked and had legal paperwork to show and prove my worth and what I could make happen when it comes to family. Nehemiah, told me he was using you but did not want to hurt your feelings so he'd rather if I just come back to him. I laughed at him and told him No that he was going to have to cut you off himself. It was funny to me, I guess it's because of the way your body looks. MK, stop coming for me love God himself want be able to get me off you whenever I do come through. Nehemiah should've been teaching your ass how to survive, I stay active baby girl you might want to reconsider mentioning me and the way I live. And like I said, Nehemiah and I conceived a child together I will not be leaving my family stop telling me to open Pandora's box just because you have my love. I would NEVER, NEHEMIAH'S LOVE IS TO IMPORTANT FOR ME TOO. oh and by the way if all you did was sat around and talked about me I'm VERY SURE NEHEMIAH WANT EVEN REMEMBER YOU. But let me remind you, Mk you are a 50+ year OLD lady that got used, played and stamped by a handsome young VERY intelligent young man. I understand if you don't want to listen to me right now but I promise you one day you will, now have a good day my Love. 💋

And if I'm a big fool your a old fool if you think for one second Nehemiah wasn't with you for what you had. That boy played you for your car and money the pussy was just a plus to make you feel special, he had done already told me that. I wasn't worried about what he was doing with the other girls I was too focused on my bag. It's so funny haha he actually came to me and wanted to know what was the problem with woman that had a problem with me. I laughed because he looked so cute, I told him I didn't understand why he'd be spending out so much money by going to get girls, taking them to eat, and having sex with them when he's only enjoying them for such a time then be broke after what he do. I don't cheat when I be with someone I'm with them because I want to not because I have to. Nehemiah want ready to be a family man because of his ways but I know without a doubt he was gone come to me when he got ready to be a man. Nehemiah didn't even tell you that he had another baby did he, I'm glad my family put me on game at a early age about a man using you just for sex. You tell me to move own you really need to get yourself together and move on Nehemiah isn't coming back, he's done everything already he was supposed to do. You didn't have a problem with moving on the first time maybe you will get lucky your second time coming, or third, fourth, maybe fifth I don't know. Go take yourself to church lady.

MK, let me set this straight to you EVERYTHING I got I OWN. My own house as well as my cars, I never needed Nehemiah for anything it's funny to me that Everytime I post something on his condolence page it's a problem to you. Baby girl my self esteem has never been low I wasn't raised like that, I never sat around and waited for a man to give me anything because my family spoils me with whatever it is I want. Nehemiah never used me or played with me how your trying to make our relationship to be, I'm sure it's way more young relationships out here that's far worse. Apparently, You don't know what you are talking about. You don't know how he and I was like simply because you wasn't around to see or know. Far as the females goes that's something NEHEMIAH would have to explain but to set the record straight I never approved of him having or being with other woman maybe you should speak to his family about that because that's the problem he gave them not me. I know that you have low self esteem simply because you will not let me be. As far as his baby mama goes he had done been done with them, far as the relationship when I first meet Nehemiah he told me what it was and that was the reason I moved myself from his equation because I wasn't down with what he was down for. You have trust issues I know for a fact! We would I have been a problem to Nehemiah when I was providing for myself and him. When he laid me back I always got interest plus more. Nehemiah had his children in his life but due to the love he had for woman is what kept his child away I know that because he told me. I was never a problem for Nehemiah when it came to him having his children. If you really knew what was up with Nehemiah then you would've really kept all that to yourself because I know what was really wrong with the boy. He wasn't in no relationship when I meet him either the man was single but I have no reason to lie he asked me to marry him and leave the past in the past. I wanted Nehemiah to be with his children. So what is it for a man to gain his entire world but losses his soul, nothing was ever enough to or for Nehemiah and I definitely know what that reason was he still killed himself, after everything that he told you he wanted so bad he killed himself, I guess that's why you still got questions you want to know the truth. Stop trying to put me into these situations where you feel like your going to get anything out of me because you are not, Nehemiah never even told you I was pregnant for him during the time of him meeting you though, that's the only reason he and I kept in contact and I let that be known but it was Nehemiah who wanted to work on our relationship and I told him I needed time due to the situation he and I went through. Don't bring my children into anything ma'am you do not know me. Like forreal that's not what we gone do. Stop playing with yourself MK you saying what you would and not accept when it comes to Nehemiah but yet he was still seeing me some days and wanting me to stay most nights. It just hurts you so much to accept the fact that he was still saying and doing things with me while with you. I'm not just some girl, Nehemiah and I conceived a child together.! MK, I don't know what Nehemiah said to you to put lies in your head about me but I am definitely not the one,two, or three for you to want and try. I promise you!

QQ let me set the record straight for you when I met Nehemiah he didn't have no girlfriend nor was he in relationship. He told me about his past what he used to do when he was younger. He was no longer about that lifestyle anymore when I met him. Nehemiah treated me with respect I was around him just about every day and in his bed at night he was totally into me. Nehemiah never brought no women around me he gave me respect I never been added to no man scorer lists. Nehemiah never spoken to in rude disrespectful manner. I was not Nehemiah or no other man whore or prostitute don't get it twisted now you're talking to the wrong woman if you trying to degrade me to that level. Maybe when you were dating him he was pimping you and them other young women out to other men. When Nehemiah met a real woman his game changed he was not pimping, promiscuous of gigolo. He told me I was very special just like a rare "Diamond " that shine and sparkles and only a real young man search as his self can measure up to real woman level such as your bae. He told me don't you ever think once that I can't handle a rare "Diamond" such as you. Nehemiah told me he had treasure me because he was in love with me and only I can make him happy and forget about his past experiences that occurred in his life and I was in love with him. Apparently he disrespected you and treated you like shit, you were a fool to accept all the others women and you knew what was going on with them and him. Nehemiah did not love of care for you like you claimed he did the only reason he problem came back to you is to rest his head until he was able to exit again which he did. You are nothing special Nehemiah was not in love with you. How could you be so in love with this man and saying all these derogatory remarks about him. By the way you're a fool to get a man tattooed on your body that didn't show you no respect and wasn't totally into you and definitely didn't love you like you claimed he did. I care less if he told you about me because he loved me and yes I told Nehemiah my husband had passed and the length of time he had been gone when him and I got involved. What different do it make anyway. Don't you never thing Nehemiah was hurting because he couldn't have you. He was hurting because he wanted to see his children and have them in his life Nehemiah had 99 problems but you definitely were not one of them trust me I know. Now you saying I just had your sloppy seconds apparently you also had someone else sloppy seconds yourself his babies mothers before you. This is what you stated that Nehemiah will just literally fuck anything. I want to know how can you be so in love with a man who does those things your self esteem is very low. So when you met Nehemiah it seems like you were married and had a child. Therefore you are a cheater men never respect a cheater that's why Nehemiah treated you like a dog he had no respect for you at all. Nehemiah was not going to marry a cheater he figured you would do the same to him. What woman going tell their man to make money off of other women for sex I guess you were his pimp you know you are big fool. He knew you was not no wife material he treat you like them hoes and prostitute in the street you even was taking like a pimp. I was not Nehemiah sugar mama the young man just like want what he seen he tried it and he loved it. Nehemiah told me Bae you still got it going on these young ladies ain't got nothing on you. I will be your hot young handsome tenderroni and you are my lady. Nehemiah borrowed money from me, but he gave it back double the amount. If Nehemiah gave you money it was his money he got from painting houses. Why are you corresponding with me anyway? R. I. P. My Love

MK Let me get one thing straight with you right now, Nehemiah did not value his self. Of course I spoke to Nehemiah about how he treated and carried his self and die to that reason that is exactly why I left him, I wasn't trying to get no infection or anything other that he had to offer. Your right girl the dick was big I've been in situations to where he brought other girls over to bring them into his bedroom of fun and that's simply what you was just something added to his book, way to go. But no matter what Nehemiah could never speak on me how he spoke to you and the few other girls about me because he always come back. I have not remarried or been with anyone else since I left the state for WORK ONLY. I HAVE MADE GEORGIA MY HOME! IT WAS MY HOME WAY BEFORE NEHEMIAH. Nehemiah did not do anything with you he didn't do with me. I've had my far share of you and his family coming for me like I don't have my own and simply can't come and take whatever it is I want when I want from yours. It's been 2 year's and 5 months yet I haven't let another man make love to my body the way NEHEMIAH would do me. He wasn't that good in bed with me but his tongue game was on point I must say.! See unlike you MK I want ever move one from the man I voted to spend the rest of my life with. Nehemiah thought he wouldn't get caught up in the game but the game fooled him. I wish he was here right now to tell you exactly how he honestly and truly felt about me. Nehemiah was young and had it all going for him just out it in the wrong people. See I will never be like your husband passed and you left, I want ever stop loving Nehemiah his name is tatted on me now. Nehemiah always told me what he had going on with other females how you think I knew about you way before you wanted to make yourself feel known. I have secrets and stories from people in Nehemiah life. What I really want to know is was you really honest with him and told him you lost your husband and how soon it had been. Nehemiah was a lady's man. He was hurt because he wanted me but I was not ready to give up everything I had done work so hard for simply because I knew NEHEMIAH. You really just had my sloppy seconds Nehemiah would fuck literally pretty much anything. I told him he was too good looking to be out here bad like that and for him to at least make money off the chicks he was offering dick too. Wow I definitely would've expected that card to be trowed from someone young. I guess your okay with losing your husband and becoming someone sugar mama cause that's exactly what he had you for. I don't care about the money because he always sent me back what he owed. He really enjoyed having me for breakfast lunch and dinner. You might as well go post up on a strip cause that's exactly what I see you as. A sugar baby prostitute.

QQ apparently you have an old phone with your memories, not his current phone before he passed. You know I have the same things in my phone full of memories. Nehemiah wine and dine me, we went on trips. Picnic in the park, gambling casinos. I went to work with him also and I talked to him also the day he passed. I can just go on and on about what Nehemiah and I did. Looks like to me Nehemiah played you, there's no way you were his fiancée he was giving the Big (D) away he didn't value that word "Fiancée" LOL. How can you be his fiancée and you already married to another man? SMH The things you mentioned what Nehemiah and you did that's in the pass when you were in a relationship with him. Nehemiah sent you packing back to your State of Mississippi after he ended the relationship. Nehemiah had got involved in other relationships before he met me that let me know you were not his fiancée he no longer wanted you QQ. By the way Nehemiah value our relationship he loved me and I love him. Get over it and stop being so bitter about Nehemiah and I. Go live your life before you go insane life is too short, you still have breath in your body. Go meet you a nice young man and marry him and have babies and enjoy life. Nehemiah is no longer here to give you explanations on what transpired between me and him. R.I.P. my dearest love I will always love you Nehemiah. Sign MK

I don't care because I am the one who has his password to his phone, I am thr one who has a phone full of memories that is to last me a lifetime, we took plenty of pictures together and I'll forever have them, I was the one who he took on movie dates, dinner dates, park dates, studio dates, and we enjoyed it ALL. He called me Mrs. Howard and made sure I knew that I was his soon to be wife and no one will ever take that from me. It's funny because I see now MK you're just dying to have the last day on his condolence page. But let me te you you might've been the last in the bed with him but I was definitely the last person to speak on the phone with him and I guess it wasn't anything real with you all because, I literally seen him while he was at work on day and I enjoyed helping him work and we go have dinner on his lunch. But Nehemiah did not tell you that huh I already know he didn't. Nehemiah was not they type to kiss and tell. I'm okay because I genuinely knew the man that God gave to me and if he was here still you and no one else would be coming at me saying things and stuff about him. My baby went through enough heartache and pain while he was on this earth and I would appreciate it if you just let him rest. My heart aches to not have him around anymore and not only because I don't have him but his beautiful daughters no longer have they father, I know he loved them it was times he and I would pray for them and make things happen just so they could have. I'm just glad he allowed me to meet his baby girl I will always love them and still will pray for them in times to come. I will not keep stacking to be able and give them the things I know they dad wouldn't want. I don't care I was this man fiance not just a piece of meat, or something for him just to have till he finds better. HIS FIANCEE I WAS! I don't care what you or anyone say because I was his favorite and he would tell me how happy he was to have me. I can go on forever about how he and I was in our relationship but words does it no justice, we were in love with each other he couldn't keep his lips, hands or mouth off me.

Nehemiah my beloved lover when I express my love for you on your Condolence Page I am reminiscing our memories. You already knew how I felt about you before you passed away. I definitely loved and cared for you. I knew you truly loved me from the bottom of your heart you told me and showed me how much you loved me. No one can never take these feelings and memories away from me. I definitely knew the kind hearted, lovable and spontaneous man that was laying next to me at night you showed and told me who you real were. One thing for sure Nehemiah you knew I was a phenomenal woman and you told me baby you still got it going on. I have said this once what understood between us doesn't have to be explained to anyone. Nehemiah I wished you were here to help me celebrate my Birthday that would've been awesome Birthday Party because you were the life of the party. I can just see your beautiful smile and you starring at me and you embracing me with a big hug and kiss. Then you saying to me Happy Birthday gorgeous you are my lady I want the world to know. She doesn't know me she is assuming things about me, I definitely have lots are things going for myself in life. Why should I let it be when Nehemiah was my greatest lover I will continue to reminisce about us. R. I. P. My beloved partner you were the best I love you forever. Sign MK

To Nehemiah my dearest Lover, it saddens me to know that it's a problem for me to share memories or either offer words of sympathy and comfort. What I do know is that we've went from cake tasting for our future to this present life without you. I know that you loved me with all your heart and cared for me tremendously. I know that we created something very special in the time of us being together. I want ever stop coming to your gravesite to spend time with you and drink wine with you as well as share with you life stories. It doesn't bother me that as she quote significant other is just straight petty that she has to have the last word but, that just shows as well as tell me that she doesn't even know the man that was laying next to her at night. I don't care and if she had anything going for herself she'd let whatever be. I know your not here to defend yourself but it's hard having you not here anymore. I know that you'd want me to be strong because you've told me that and from this day I will not write on your page anymore. I'm going to live the way you'd want me to for me. I still can not believe it at all. I miss hearing your voice tells me "good morning beautiful", or you kissing me on my lips, and letting me lay in your chest just to hear your heartbeat. I definitely miss seeing you. No matter what though you'd call me Mrs. Howard and before you left this world you should me that you was serious about making me your wife. I love you till death. Signed your Fiance! What's understood doesn't have to be explained to anyone.

Hi love this is a New Year 2023, you been gone 2 years and 5 months now. I miss you like crazy, I wish you were here with me to celebrate this New Year. We had an awesome love affair.... What's understood between us doesn't have to be explained to them. Because you were my handsome sweet knight in shining armor. We crossed paths in life together because that's how God wanted your life to be. I remember you telling me we are both grown-ups and age was nothing but a number regardless of our age gap gorgeous you still got it going on. Continue to Rest In Peace my love until we meet again in God Kingdom in Heaven. I will always love you "Nehemiah " I love me some you. Sign MK

2020 we brought in the new years together if I knew then that'll been my last year with you I would've keep you all to myself. Here it is another year I'm bringing in without you it's so bitter sweet. I know alot of people may say that we've only known each other for just a little time no one really knows the truth though, you and I were in a relation/relationship for many years before you just brought me around your family and friends. We've shared so much together in the years we've had. I'm just so glad that you and I were able to rekindle our past and move forward with what's to come. You're definitely my soft spot and like I've always told you it's US against everyone and everybody. I don't care I do not play when it comes to you. I'll forever miss you my dear friend. So much I could say but I want I don't care what anyone says because it's me who's everyone waiting to see and hear from. I've always had your back since forever. I really don't like being here without you,but you get your rest baby boy Mama got us every day of forever!

Nehemiah I've always wrote on your condolence page as memories that we've shared. I still have your letters that you wrote me as well as the clothes, shoes and jewelry you've gave me but, no of that really matter when you're not able to be here in the physical anymore. You know just like your family know that I was your fiance and wife to be. You'd always tell me to go get the money first and that's what I will always and still am doing right now to this day. We had real life matters going on and I refuse to let anyone come in between that. I know you're proud of me for not giving in or up on me as well as mine. In our days of being together we were able to conceive a child and although the child is not with me in the physical,I know you're taking great care of her in the spiritual. I don't care bout the other woman you have and you know that yourself. I know you and I made up before March was over with although we were apart, I understand definitely how come you choose the route. I want ever stop coming to your grave and giving you flowers as long as there's breath in my body I'll make sure of that. No matter what, you know I never was the type to back down from anyone and I refuse to have you go to your grave and I start to do that now. You was in love with me and you'll tell me that every single day even by us being miles apart. You still showed me that. I was still apart of your life during the ending stage of your life and no one will take that from me, not like I'm worried about it anyways. Its alot of things that I can say but I want. Its alot of things I could give but I'll never. No matter what we conceived a child together and I know we'll be united under the same roof once more. You come to me in my dreams and still show and shower me with love I know that I was your favorite despite what anyone else says. I don't understand why people keep coming for me when no one in this world knows me. I don't care, because it's clearly you told the both of us about each other way before your passing and I know people will do/say anything to get a reaction but for you I'll always respond as well as react. You was a fighter, I've seen more in you that any woman can say they've shared with you. I've did more for you than anyone can want to say they've did. It's not every day you wake with the suffering of your child and your spouse but I know just like you know it's true. The paperwork doesn't lie at all and on any giving day I'd be sure to present whatever it is I have to because no one is going to make a lier out of me. So homegirl chill you just felled in love with a guy who clearly was wanting to spend enernity with someone else, sorry pastlife experience you're crazy. When you are at your strongest that's when you're the weakest and when you are at your weakest that's when you are the strongest. That's something I know Nehemiah lived by that just like he's spoke it to me in my dreams. I can see Nehemiah just as plan as day when he comes to me he's even more beautiful than ever. I don't care because like he's told me once I'm sure he'd say again, when everyone else turned they backs on me you was there for me. Unfortunately, this is where we are in life. To my greatest reason signed with love MY Love. Keep pulling my legs and hair lol I know that is definitely you, I hear you 😘. 8

My significant other Nehemiah my lover. Two years and three months have passed since you passed away and I still have all your clothes and shoes. I will cherish these clothes and shoes I will never depart with them these are memories of you. I will always love you I will never find a love like you. Angel of my mine continue to watch over me from heaven until we are united again in heaven my love. I loved when you called me bae come give daddy a kiss with your beautiful self. I miss you dearly not a day go by that I don't think of you and wish you were still here with me. I miss your warm manly touch, only you can make me happy. I am so honored to say that we shared awesome times together before you passed away. It's a privilege that we crossed paths in life to meet and fall in love we had awesome love affair you were such a stand up man. Can no one take these memories away from me it's written in stone and embedded in my brain. When I write on your condolences page it's all about you no one else from here on out. R. I.P. My love sign MK

To Nehemiah, my lover and friend. The moments that we've shared I'll forever cherish,from taking me around the world to hanging out with your family as well friends. When you was alive you definitely made sure you showed as well tell people that we were a(n) idol. You'll talk and I listen because you never had not one dull story to tell haha lol. If I would've known March 24th was going to be my last day of seeing you, I would've held on to you even longer but work came first. If I would've known March 24th was my last time seeing you, I would've never left you. We kept in contact and that is what made my days brighter and nights longer. I cannot act like this situation hasn't taken a toll on me because it has. I see you Nehemiah. I hear you. I'm forever thankful that I was able to speak with you before your passing, you'd always give me words of encouragement, that was something I liked about you. You were a(n) amazing person to have meet and untill you and I meet again, stay classy. Signed your bae

Haha lol I cannot disagree with you there because, you are right. My chest has gotten bigger since the birth of my child but they where also Nehemiah's favorite. I'll definitely have to disagree with you by saying we fell for the same man because I wasn't anything more than a friend to Nehemiah, it was him wanting to be more than just acquaintance. Since you want to mention me and things I'm a just saying you were actually moving on way before he passed. I don't care bout what you and Nehemiah had going on he'd tell me everything, not that I'd ever wanted to know. You coming for me like it's a problem for me to share what he And i had going on, you're selfish and jealous if so. Girl Nehemiah ain't do anything with you that he did not do with me and that is just FACTS. He was definitely a great friend and I'd always cherish the moments we've shared so pastlife friend or whatever you want to call yourself chill because all it is is my sloppy seconds. I don't care, he is not here to defend himself. Oh and by the way Nehemiah always called the older women beautiful or gorgeous it doesn't surprise me one bit by him being with you. I have Nehemiah's love and no one is going to take that from me, not even YOU.

Bravo, Bravo you final looked up my profile on FB. Let me set the record straight yes my husband passed the early part of 2020. The length of time I had to wait before I suppose to get involved with another man is my business not yours. I loved my husband and he told me to move on after his death. I didn't take advantage of you by getting involved with Nehemiah he was not with you when I met him. I am not ashamed of nothing I do, like Nehemiah told me age ain't nothing but number and we both are grown we can do whatever we want to do. Far as for attention Nehemiah gave me all the attention I needed. The nerve of you to say I am to blame for his death is ludicrous. I know what Nehemiah and I had going on and we were definitely in a genuine relationship based on love. Don't compare me with the women in your family of my family. I am responsible for my own actions older women and older men been dating younger men and women for years this is nothing new do your research on the topic. You stated that I was fat therefore you have super large breast. The size of a person have nothing to do with a young man getting involved with a older woman apparently Nehemiah loved it. Trust me he introduce me to his family and took me to his sisters houses and I am still involved with his family we are family for life. This will be the last time I respond to any of your comments it not worth my time. Nehemiah is in his resting place and his spirit is gone to Heaven and I will always love Nehemiah. I don't care what you think of me you don't even know me and I don't know you unfortunately we both loved the same man. I am proud Nehemiah and I crossed paths in life and we felled in love regardless of our age gap it just a number I was not his mother nor grandmother I was his lover. This doesn't mean I need to seek mental help some men just love older women and Nehemiah was that man who love me unconditionally I have nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed of that's life. R. I. P. My beloved lover you're missed dearly bae I love you signed MK

MK how dare you call me delusional didn't you just lose your husband beginning of 2020, at least you ain't ever have someone in your life to cost you problems like I said Nehemiah and I was to become one. You should be ashamed of yourself for taking advantage of the young girl you're old enough to be his mom, my mom , and grandma. You should be ashamed of yourself, like what is it you want attention. You're not far from your grave lady. I know see why he was crying right before he do what he did. Your the blame for his death, y'all wasn't a thing. The woman from my family wasn't anything like you and yours, how dare you spend so many days with someone and just forget about them like a damn dog. That's when life really starts to happen. You're fat and to me it just shows slot that I will not speak on but you need to go and get mental health. I see why Nehemiah spirit is around me so much NOW trust me if he wasn't bringing you around the family like that then that means something. How can you pretend to fake with your husband's family girl you really are something serious I tell you. I for one will not have that, I asked you to let me grieve the lost of my love one in peace and you just had to say something directly to me I promise you this isn't anything you want go ahead and find you the next best thing since that's what it seems like you're doin anyway. Like got damn, I refuse for you not to let Nehemiah get his rest. Nehemiah has gone and been through enough. I promise you don't know him but you'll soon find out because I was his wife to be, fiance, mother of his child. You speaking in things you have no business. You act as if I care because you meet his daughters shoot I been meet his baby girl way before you and just like there is still always breath in my body I will make my way to meet his oldest as well because my mother-in-law gave me her word on THAT. You wasn't anything special and shoot I know that from the text messages before his death. You want to be relevant so bad and your nothing but something to keep his **** wet talking about a love affair. When you get on my level that's when you can mention me but until then stay in you lane baby girl cause you might have been with him but I'm where his heart, mind, and soul be at every single night and day I really see Nehemiah. You talking bout I'm the past girl and you're the present I can pull up and be with his family anytime I get ready. Still to this day I talk to family members. I was and still am the future Mrs. Howard. P.S. you would've known that too because Nehemiah was trying to get me back into the state and he definitely would've and still do chooses me. Better ask someone about me baby because for my man I don't play. Put you and whomever else in their place period point blank. You ain't even give yourself time to grief either you bout worse than these young girls given birth then right back outside like they ain't *******. Girl dismiss yourself damn shame act you age and not your shoe size.

To my lover, friend and family. I will forever cherish the time as well as days that we've spent together, you definitely made those moment unforgettable. We went through alot from suffering to success, you are my favorite. So on this day, i promise to live my life for you and our children, i know you'd want me to stay strong for them as well as our union. Never in a million year's, I'd imagine being in this situation but,here i am loving and missing you every single day that i breath. Losing you has made me stronger and i know that i can conquer anything life throws at me, you taught ME alot and gave ME plenty for that i will always love you until we meet again my love, sending you hugs and kisses. -signed and stamped with love, Qualishia Quanta

No matter what, i had Nehemiah's love. Yes he and i separated but we also made up before he left this world,phone records do not lie. He'd always send ME good rising via text as well as make sure i hear his voice,we'd talk on the phone for hours. We also went out of state and did those things as well,Nehemiah was struggling with alot but loving an caring for ME wasn't one. I prayed for him to be reunited with his children with the lost of our child as well police brutality took alot out of him. He was my friend and i was his finance. Def. Had a heart of gold. No matter what I'll always cherish our outing as well as family events and trips out of state too different places and park dates. He told me things and wrote me things that I'll forever keep. Yes he gave me gifts to but none of that matter when his well being was all i cared about. I was his one. P.S. Those other girls they know about me and he'd always tell me what he wrote before he post that's how i been known about you,he told me about you and all he wanted to do. But no matter what he promised to be with me forever. Love always,your fiance. R.I.L. BAE p.s gas on ME lol

I miss you Nehemiah we shared great moments together, we had awesome love affair that were supposed to last a lifetime, but God had other plans for you my love your ex stated you were women lover and I was not your first. But one thing for sure I was definitely the one you loved and your partner which we were in relationship before you passed away. Who you were involved with before me that were your past I don't care. The words she wrote don't hurt me and this is definitely not no game I don't play about you we were truly in love. I know what we had going on I shared not only spending time with you in the hotel but you gave me gifts, we went out town on different trips, you took me to nice restaurants, gamble casino and we had romantic picnic in the park I could just go on and on. Ok ex I knew what were going on I am not going to get into that. But I can tell you he spent the money on me and his two daughters which I met. When I met Nehemiah he told me he didn't have no girlfriend , no fiancée and definitely no wife. Sorry ex you're delusional there is no Mrs.Howard , who care if your name is on his instagram account oh by the way did you see all then others women who is following him few men. That let me know you were not his fiancée or Mrs. Howard by reading some of the comments and the way he was responding to them. R.I.P. Nehemiah my love until we meet again one day in God Kingdom. I will always love you my dear.MK

I'm a keep it real, first night Nehemiah and i meet he fell head over heels for me. We'd talk and have real conversations. He wanted a wedding and a baby i just wanted a wedding. He tell me about the dreams he'd have and more things we'd pray and let it be. It's not that i never wanted a child i really wanted my own family. Now that i got that the devil is busy with throwing stones trying to break what god has created. I reached out and ask for the sake of my child and well being to speak and talk to me but she never wanted to do it instead she'll rather have it at this moment and point. Nehemiah told me if it ever got to this for me to keep my child away,i see and speck to him all the time in my dream his energy and love is so strong that i rather we keep our child private if you see them you do if you don't then it's on you. I myself as well as him made sure we'd be straight until meeting again. I do that daily talking care and helping others in need. Nehemiah was someone who love women your not the first if i wasn't to be out of town working then he wouldn't have been in the situation he was brought into. I was the one who sent money for whatever he wanted to do. I felt like that was the least i could do before we became one. Trust me being with you is not what hurts me, i should have just told him about all the things i had worked hard for and got. If i was to tell him about my music as well as the degrees i have under my belt then i would have lost him a long time ago. No one will ever understand the lost of a fiance until you're put into that situation what me and Nehemiah shared was right and no one will or is going to take that away. Until then ,keep dreaming because if anything i am the girl that's on his instagram account no need to make me look bad when you make yourself look bad. All y'all shared was time in a hotel room but when i was there it was all about getting money. If you seen what i saw then you wouldn't have been there at all. I as well as baby had Nehemiah ,just his love for women and the lost of his dad had total control of him and that's just something that Nehemiah has to fix for himself. Trust me the real Nehemiah is not like that and if he acceptEd himself then if you care you would too. This is not a game i lost what was suppose to be the next to come i am right now this moment as well as tonight and also tomorrow Mrs. Howard. I spoke to him the night before i didn't know what to do other than be there for him tied up into work and being pregnant during the time of covid was hard. I worked with people who died right in my face as well as ones who i seen often. I work in the medical field and wasn't able to save my child father,as well my fiance. This is not a game. I see Nehemiah all the time he hold his baby and cry i just want his pain to end and for him to be happy like I've seen and know him to be. You wasn't anything special, he will always love me and his children more.

I told you to chill out now you got this new little bitch acting hard but not one time did she jump stupid when we was talking on the phone and hearing you telling me how much you love and miss me, until then i am you last baby mother and first love signed your fiance. It's no lie i still have the ring as well as the key to the place you and i look at and got. I want tell if you want.

My beloved lover Nehemiah you were more than wonderful to me you were amazing man. I will never find a man like you, you're irreplaceable my love. All I wanna do is be with you, which I know it's impossible, but I can reminisce of the memories of our love affair you were so incredible. I looked in your eyes I just knew we were going to be soulmate and lovers forever. But God had other plans for you my love. God wanna the best in his Kingdom and he chose you my love. God broke my heart when he took you away from me because you were the "Best " my love. I will always love you until the day I'm united with you in God Kingdom in Heaven my love. Nehemiah keep smiling and watching over me from Heaven. I keep hearing your voice in my mind you saying to me like you always do when you were alive hello beautiful I love you. R.I.P. my love Sign by MK.

No matter what anyone say or do it still will not change the fact that I am and still to be your Fiancee, even in the afterlife I am who they call Mrs. Dr. Howard and don't you or anyone else for that matter ever forget.

I can not believe 2 years has passed since you've been gone. I can NOT see myself with anyone other than you, I miss you waking me in my sleep kissing on me just to say and tell me how beautiful I am. You would literally come downstairs and get me just so you could sleep, hold, and cuddle me in your arms. All I can do is reminisce on all the things we've did as well as shared, you'll literally like pull me into the shower with you and you'll just look me into my eyes and hold me. Those was my most favoritable moments of us, You would take me out and show me off to your friends and family and we'd enjoy every moment of it. On your birthday, although it was your day you treated me like it was mine and I really enjoyed time spent with you on your day as well as in the studio and seeing you do your thing ( thanks for sharing it with me, not very many people share they birthday 😂). You literally really would not let a day go without me waking and you not tell me "Good Morning Beautiful", I miss walks in the park and you coming to my job and bring me lunch( unexpectedly) you'd really make my day go better. You did not mind letting it be known to any and everybody that I Was the one who made you the happiest out of this entire lifetime plus the next one to come. Even after being miles apart with work you'd still make time & facetime me. We'd talk for hours. Even miles away you made sure you have good morning beautiful sent to my phone before I wake. I don't care what nobody say, I was your wife & I WAS the one you was calling during the last days of your life, it was me you was trying to make preparation to come too Mee. I don't understand for you to do all this & that for someone only for it to be "ME" WHO BRING/BROUGHT AND PUT FLOWERS ON YOUR GRAVE, YOU HAD NOTHING THERE TILL I COME.

My dearest beloved lover it been 2 years now since you passed away. I miss you sooo much I will never ever forget you. We shared great times together up until you passed. You told me over and over how much you loved me and I was your soulmate until eternity. Only you can make me happy my heart is still broken from losing you my love. You was a lovable, caring awesome man with a heart of gold when we together you see homeless people you would always give them money. Nehemiah you always treated me like a Queen up until you passed away. I never gonna forget you my love I know you smiling down from Heaven saying I love you bae. Signed by your soulmate MK R.I.P. my love

"what are you, Asian or what" I chuckled and said no and he said, "your eyes though, I know you something" I looked at him and smiled. That's exactly how I'm feeling while reminiscing, Bernard since August 30th noon I cry inside out outside in Every single Day! I see and feel you in spirit and hear you as well. Be strong for our children is what you said to me but I be needing you so freaking much. You'd hold the door as we enter on and out of places while wrapping your arm around my waist you'd say this my fiance "remember lol, I put you on that" haha. You are definitely missed but for now I'll just reminisce. When you're at your weakest that's when you're strong, when you are at your strongest that is when you're at your weakest. That's what he'll say. I'm not going anywhere you know. Hope you like your flowers
Nehemiah was a very strong and courageous young man who'd help any and everyone as he's said to me,I say to you ✊🏽 Be Strong for the children.
-Signed Fiance

It been going on 2 years now I still miss you like crazy my love. I will never get over you, they say you have to move on after love one passed. But it's hard for me to move on in life I want only you my love. I will focus on stand strong. MK

A TRUE'Original' May your family and °Love Ones° be comforted and hold on to good memories in the rest of their days as they live life Missing You.

My deepest condolences and sympathy goes out to the Howard Family for the lost of their beloved love one. Nehemiah Was awesome person to know, he came in my life and brightened it up with love, happiness and joy. Now I have a broken heart, R. I.P. My love until we meet again one day in God Heaven. Gone too soon!!!